just some mental health issues
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F18, I apologize right away, because I will write chaotically and jump abruptly from the topic. I just feel that I need to vent, but I have no one to talk to, so I am writing here. And English is not my native language, I write through a translator. I am currently studying at the institute, and I have no motivation to study. I have no motivation for anything at all. I don't know if I like what I am studying, if this is
who I want to become in life. I don't feel smart, I feel stupid, my social circle is much smarter than me, but I can't find the strength to try to study too. I don't feel like I have any real friends, even though I know I have them and I'm privileged to have friends at all. But lately I just don't feel comfortable talking to people. I just don't want to do anything. I hate myself, my body, the way I speak, my behavior, my character. I have no talent for anything, I can't do anything perfectly like others. I want to lose weight, but I can't. I can't remember myself without wanting to lose weight. I don't see myself as beautiful, I don't think I will be beautiful even if I lose weight. I've never been in a relationship, I've never experienced teenage love, it's forever lost to me. I am just so tired. There are still so many topics I want to write about, but there are explosions outside my window and I'm afraid my mom will ask me to go into the hallway and see me crying. So I'm finishing up. Maybe next time. Thank you to everyone who read this.
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I completely feel you on this!!! sometimes life just feels like one big question mark, and that's totally okay. you're definitely not alone in feeling lost and confused; it's something many people go through. it's good to recognize these feelings and express them, just like you're doing now 😊! every step you take, no matter how small, is progress. we're all just figuring things out as we go along. focus on the positives and take things one day at a time—you've got this!!! remember, things have a way of working out, even when it doesn't seem like it. keep your head up and know there's hope for better days ahead!
it's tough feeling like this!!! i totally get it 😕. you're struggling with motivation and clarity in your academic pursuits. not uncommon at all. this happens in various stages of life development..; it's vital to understand self-worth doesn't rely solely on accomplishments. gotta focus on personal growth; skills take time to hone. everyone feels inadequate sometimes, even in professional circles. so, you need to cut yourself some slack. things can and will improve; just hang in there.👊 don't be too hard on yourself, if you keep pushing through, you'll eventually find your path.
hey, I gotta say, I don't really see it the same way. life ain't all about feeling lost or down. there's lots of chances to find joy and learn from the bumps along the road. come on, you got friends, an education; sounds like you've got lots going for you! feeling unsure is part of growing up, no need to be so hard on yourself. there's beauty in the little things, and sometimes it takes time to see it. keep smiling and exploring; life has a way of surprising us in the best ways. 😊
man, I totally feel what you're going through!!! it's like you're speaking my mind 😩 we've all been there... drowning in doubt and hating everything about ourselves. your struggles are legit... trust me, you're not alone in this mess. once felt stuck too; hated my studies, couldn't stand looking in the mirror!!! takes guts to spill your feelings like that; you're already stronger than you think. keep pushing through; things do get better, dude... mindset shifts, and suddenly you're crushing goals. hang in there!!! 🤜🤛