Dating Stories

Someone has falsely accused me of sexual assualt. A lot of people believed it. I no longer go out because I have been assaulted.

I hope it doesn't happen again.

Is there any support forums? Who can I talk to?

I guess I’ve always been out of place since I was like a kid,like from 1st grade(I’m 18 now btw) I was littering an outcast cause I could only speak English yeah imagine.Now it’s 6th grade and everyone suddenly has a crush and there I am being all confused and weirded out by love in general which made me feel more out of place and to try and fit in I just pointed at a random guy from the next class during lunch break and said that he was my crush (I’m so dumb for that).

Anyways high school rolls in and everyone is dating left right and center well except me-maybe because I was a chopped ahh with a buzz cut-and like every other girl had long hair except me(side plot:I was very gender dysmorphic at that time so I cut my hair and told people to address me by they/them🫪).Everytime someone would ask me why I didn’t like anyone I just said I didn’t because duh I don’t,so someone started a rumor that I was lesbian which made me a target for a lot of homophobic remarks and when I confronted the person who spread the rumors so they stopped and then proceeded to say I was trans mtf which was out of pocket and I then had to confront them again😭(Promise this leads some where and I’m an ally yallz )Anyways this made me realize that this was all because I didn’t have a boyfriend and wasn’t interested in having one at all and I genuinely thought it was a skill issue or I was just emo🥲.I then started talking to ‘Josh’ which was actually pretty fun cuz he was a nice and friendly person and we had a lot in common but I didn’t feel what you are supposed to feel when you love someone I guess,so I just kinda ghosted him after like a year and guess what a new girl comes and 2 weeks in to them talking they are dating 💀🔫.Like okay so clearly the problem is me right.

At 15,I became friends with a guy from my church,’Kyle’.So he was literally the only friend I had since most of my friends and moved out of town and he was literally the only person who talked to me.I never really thought to much about the idea of us being together cuz we were just church buddies until we started hanging out more and my brother noticed and started shipping us which annoyed the hell out of me.Kyle then started flirting with me and I obviously was blatant about it and flirted back thinking it was a joke and long story short he asked me to be his girlfriend (over text💀) and I said yes-but I felt guilty about it because I didn’t see him in that way so I kinda had to put some emotional distance between us cuz I felt like a horrible person.

So yeah he broke up with me 3 weeks later saying that God spoke to him 🥲 (over text) and I wasn’t upset it felt like when you see a funny TikTok and before you save it your FYP refreshes….okay maybe I am the problem.So I tried doing my own research to find out why I’m like this and apparently I might be AROACE,which means I experience little to no sexual and romantic attraction to anyone,which is soo gut crushing for me cuz if it is true does it mean that I will never fall in love 😭😭😭Like dude I want to get butterflies and feel heartbroken,like why am I like this it’s the biggest whomp in the world my life.This is like a basic human experience and I just can’t have it.I like to see love like I genuinely do enjoy 2000s romcom unironically okay shot me.But at the back of my mind I think I just have this deep feeling that I can’t love myself enough to love someone else like I don’t have love to give and I just repress my emotions…..So yeah any form of advice would help🥀

There’s this dude who likes me, but I’m afraid if I do date him, I’ll grow repulsive and disgusted by him. Let me explain.

I’ve been in one relationship before, and after a few months of them showing affection in words, I began to grow disgusted at them and everything about them. Weird thing is, I want a relationship, it’s just I know I only like the idea of it. Except when the idea came to life, the exact reaction occurred. Disgustion.

Does anyone else experience this..?

my thoughts are all so scrambled and i dont have any friends to talk to and i really just need to get all this off my chest. my girlfriend and i were dating for 8 months, we recently just hit 8 months, and i find out that she has been cheating on me with random strangers online for like 3 months now. straight up just flirting with whatever girl dms her. while im over here planning many things for us and for our future. i feel so stupid because i trusted her so much, there were no signs of it either (i think). we spent lots of time together, while also not suffocating each other, we never got into conflicts and if either one of us were to get upset, we'd talk it out really well. we just clicked, you know? and even through those 3 months she acted the same, loving way she always was with me. i found out about this literally two days ago, where i confronted her and we ended things. i went to her thinking i was going to be strong about it and that i was going to cut contact for both of our sakes, but i guess my self respect just went out the window the second i texted her !! because im not ready to let her go at all and i even told her that i was willing to forgive her actions if she were to just send me a text saying "i will change for the better" but she made it clear that she didnt want anything serious in the first place so i just told her that i agreed itd be better to end the relationship. but god. i seriously cannot let her go. i told her that i wouldnt cut contact and that she can talk to me if she ever felt like it, that i'd be there. well now she sends me like 2 messages every like, 4/5 hours ?? and it honestly makes me so sad. and i know that i shouldnt feel sad because we've parted ways now and we're not dating and the reason we're not dating anymore is because she cheated and UGHHH!!!!#$*(@. i dont want to be an annoying, clingy ex. i really dont. we're not together anymore and i need to respect that, but i just care so much about her. i want to know about how her day went, i want to listen to her rant about stupid work moments, i want to know whenever she's feeling down and i want to hear her excitement over whatever nerdy things she likes. i really loved her, this hurts. my nervous system was never the best, im an anxious person and whenever things worry me or something, my heart rate immediately gets so fast and it lasts for a while before i can calm down. after confronting her about all that, i tried to sleep it off because she wasnt answering me, and my heart rate was at 130-150 for about 3 hours even though i was at rest. i managed to calm it down but it still starts racing out of nowhere and it makes me very lightheaded and my chest starts to hurt. the whole finding out she was cheating thing is definately what triggered this dumb heart thing and ive had to constantly do many things to make sure that my heart rate stays normal because it's gotten to the point in other occurances where it'll reach the 200s, my mom has been checking it multiple times a day. this is exhausting and im so tired, last night i kept waking up every few hours because i would suddenly wake up short of breath and my heart racing. i hate that i have to deal with this bs now. im also starting college in august, and i need to learn how to drive by the end of this month (i know nothing about how to drive!!!!!) and i also need to find a job and i have no friends and uhgdshj, im just so sad. im so sad and so angry. im so angry at myself and the world. i already deal with depression and this is just, a lot to deal with right now. i feel like i dont have any space to properly process anything, especially the whole breakup thing. everything is happening so fast. i feel so sad and confused and angry and conflicted, just so many ugly emotions at once. i try not to let these things get to me because i do want to live and i do want a future for myself, but i just feel so alone right now. im so tired of everything. im sorry this rant is long and messy i just really needed to let it out.

I’m the type of woman that won’t admit to wanting a relationship. I won’t admit to feelings for someone, I won’t let anyone know that I’m dating someone or am going on a date with someone.

I try to keep myself on the down low, I keep my walls up, I try to at least. I am presentable, I clean up very well, and I change how I am all the time to be at a man’s level. Yet, I never make it past the second date. I never reach a third.

I constantly ask myself “What’s wrong with me?”. When I get told that they don’t want to see me again, or I get ghosted, or I get told they don’t want a relationship with me; it breaks my heart over and over. Yet, again, I still get up and try.

I hear,” I’m sorry. He just wasn’t the one.” Or “he’s an asshole.” Or “screw men, they suck”. These are the people that have relationships, these are the people that has had multiple relationships, etc…

I don’t understand. What am I doing so wrong? Either I’m too much, not enough, or just “not right”. If this continues until I’m 40; I quit life.

I've dated several boys in my life. But I left them one by one just because they shared a common trait. All of them were addicted to po*nography. I was having no problem with that until I found out my trusted ones were addicted. At the very first I thought they were good, but gradually I found out their online activities somehow. I had an access of their google account and I saw that my first was addicted to naked girls. The second and third one was involved in many dark fantasy groups in social media. And the last one, my one and only lover, I just found out he's addicted too. Even if he loves me a lot, at least I thought of that before but now I'm afraid. He has all my private photos. Still he is addicted to porn. I found out and confronted him. But he's defending himself and behaving rude. Seems like it's my fault. He's not even telling the truth. That means till today he was lying to me all these days. He promised me that he won't do that. He promised by the swear of God. How could he do that? He broke his promise. What should I do now? Our marriage is fixed. He's not ready to confess. What would people have thought if they had seen this on a reality TV show?

Ok. If there is one thing I have learned in life is that I am a catch to absolutely no one. And I'm not looking for people to tell me I am beautfiul and amazing and all of that junk, because I've dealt with people who constantly need to be told how amazing they are and it is exhausting. I just want to know if I'm being unrealistic for what I want in a parter. First of, I am a gay woman in a VERY VERY red state, which means its hard to find people with the same sexuality anyways. Dating apps are a disaster. I have never wanted to be someones third, especially with some of the men that these women are dating or married to. Now I finally find this girl who actually likes how I look and is willing to put up with me, but she seems to really dislike all of the things I like. She hates romance movies or most movies that aren't horror, she doesn't like to read, she says she wants to travel but talks about how she will never get on a plane, she doesn't like rollar coasters or crafts that aren't legos. and truly the one thing that just irks me more than anything else is what she knows about the world. For context I am a college graduate, both of my parents have masters degrees, I have vistied historical sites since I was old enough to understand their significance. She cannot do simple addition to safe her life, she does these semi dangerous exeriments (like putting a battery down her garbage disposial to see what will happen, or tearing at a battery until it creates just a strip of lithium), she didn't even know how many states were in the U.S until a week ago when I caught her calling Tennessee a country rather than a state. Sometimes i have to break down my instructions or exactly what I am saying to her because she just doesn't get it. But she really really likes me, and I like how passionate she is and that she is trying to learn, but its been almost a month and it just drives me crazy sometimes. She has a lot of health problems and I have to remind her to have her medicine or check in with her that she is actually eating. Also she is talking about promise rings, moving intogether, marriage, and kids. I've told her that I don't know if this is forever. Truly I'm still working out a lot of things about myself. So it's not like I'm hiding all of this from her. i guess after watching another rom com and realizing that I didn't want to talk about it because I didn't want to bore her made me wonder if I am looking for a love or a partnership that only exists in movies, or if by holding on I could be missing that person that makes me feel seen and complete in everything I do. I just don't know anymore.

recently, i’ve been having a lot angry feelings towards my ex boyfriend, who we will refer to as “Lyle”. Lyle and i met back in 2023, when i was 19 and he was 25. we met on grindr, hitting it off right away. Looking back now, i really wish i could’ve seen the immediate red flags after the first few dates that we had. I found out around the second date that he had an ex fiancé, which i was fine with because they seemed like they were on good terms. during that time when we had first started dating, we had a conversation one day where he told me that he was planning on going to a festival , that was themed around a very specific animated children’s movie. he would be going with his ex fiancé, but i shouldn’t have to worry because things “weren’t like that anymore”. i trusted him, and was okay with him going. a few weeks go by, i spend my 20th birthday with him and two of my friends.

In the beginning of September is when he left for the festival. One morning as i was getting ready to go to a friend’s house, I saw that he had texted me, and the beginning of the message started off with the dreaded “I’m so sorry (my name) but…”

He had sent me an essay explaining that he had planned on cheating on me with one of the ex bridesmaids, and his ex fiancé had found out, and tried to commit s*icide by jumping out of the car. on top of that, he would be missing his flight home, just so he could stay and take care of her after the fact. of course my naive ass didn’t break up with him, and this cycle continued.

We were on and off for a few years, he constantly would be doing sneaky things behind my back. for example another major time that he cheated on me, was when he told me that he was going to colorado with a friend, but instead went to vegas with some girl and they slept together. Recently I found out he’d been sleeping with his coworker while he was working as an EMT for border patrol. He got fired from that job because he kept calling out, and the reason he kept calling out was due to his rampant alcohol abuse. He even admitted to me that he would drink at work, but hadn’t gotten caught. He had to move back to his home state in the northeastern part of the states after this, since his job provided his housing.

He moved away in January of 2025, and we kept in close contact. In June of that year, we went to a city close by to his state for a concert, and that was the last time we saw each other. He made several empty promises, I should’ve known that would be the last time I saw him.

In the early fall I could tell he was growing distant. He kept bringing up this “friend” he had, and I was already getting a bad feeling. In October he was supposed to fly out and go visit the coworker he had been sleeping with, but ended up missing the flight (might i add, she paid for the ticket). when he finally broke it off with me, he used every pathetic excuse about how he “had needs” and told me that he was going to live his life while he was out there. which is a load of bullshit, considering the only reason he’s out there is because he got fired. We stayed in contact for a while after, and the last time I talked to him he had gotten fired from the job he had gotten since moving there.It was another medical job and go figure, for the same exact reason. He also got a new job, but failed the drug test because he used fake urine, so didn’t end up getting hired.

But now, Lyle suddenly thinks that just because he has a new girlfriend that he is suddenly absolved of all the hurt, and the emotional damage he’s caused for people, especially his romantic partners. He hasn’t ever faced any real repercussions for his abhorrent behavior, and I need to make sure that people know about this before he can cause anymore harm. He is a lying, manipulative, deceitful prick who only cares about what he can stick his dick in next. What makes things even worse is that when him and his new girlfriend started dating, we hadn’t stopped being sexual with each other, cause he waited until the very last minute to tell me. I wish I could find information about his ex fiancé and his coworker, but he was so secretive with the people in his life that getting to know him like that felt impossible. The people in his life need to know about what he does to people, and how quickly he will destroy his relationships with his friends just to fulfill his own pathetic ego.

Should I post this on r/AIO? I’m not really sure what to do but This needs to be shared.

Why.

I can't understand why.

Even if I could I don't know if I would be peaceful. The problem isn't the explanation, I don't care about it anymore, I don't need answers, I just can't stand living a life being strangers with someone I genuinely cared about.

Well, let's get into the story.

I was always a shy girl, academically focused with low confidence. I had an awkward phase when I was a teenager but in highschool I got over it. However, I was never used to getting attention, so I was always anxious and didn't find myself worthy to be liked by anyone romantically, even though I always appreciated myself as a person in general.

I was really pressed to get into a certain university I never wanted, just because it was the best one, resulting in having not time to develop a personal life as a teenager and severe anxiety. However, when I finally got into that damn university I was too worried that I was totally inexperienced. I felt an urgency to just date someone to learn a few things, I was also curious.

Long story short, I met out of nowhere a guy with whom I had instantly an insane chemistry with. I didn't expect to find someone that would have actual depth. We could spend hours talking about everything, from abstract ideas, our deepest fears, to random silly things. We started dating after a while. Even though I liked him and he seemed respectful and interested I was always extremely worried and anxious about everything. I never trusted him and couldn't easily express my feelings. I seemed normal, friendly and possibly reluctant though. After some time I started falling for him, I genuinely cared about him and was sure that I wanted something serious. At the first stages of our dating phase I had avoidant tendencies and tried to find ways out but after calming myself down I realised that I wanted to stay. This was the first bell that maybe I had feelings. He had no idea I was that worried. When I care about someone I start panicking because it means something, I have recognised this pattern in myself.

However, knowing myself and how easily I can panic and leave, I decided that since I was sure I liked him to just do everything at a slower pace just so we can prevent doing anything impulsive that ruin our connection or his opinion of me. I wanted to understand what we were exactly. I wanted my time.

Well, I decided to tell him that, which turned out to be a stupid idea because he started panicking. After that he was distant and I was even more worried. I just thought that this whole time he was just pretending things and I was stupid. He reassured me that nothing was wrong, but I am not that naive, it was obvious things were not the same. He distanced himself saying he had some other problems, so I gave him space since he asked for it and that was it. I never bothered him again. I respected his decision.

I figured he didn't want a relationship but I learnt from a mutual friend some time after everything that he was with someone else.

I was devastated that I had lost that special connection. I just wanted him to smile, even if that meant that I wasn't with him.

I tried to heal, I thought I had managed that, until recently. I started dating a new guy but it isn't the same in a negative way. He seems a nice person but we don't have that spark we had with the other guy.

Sometimes I think that maybe our timing was bad or that I was too self protective, I couldn't relax. I just feel like I shouldn't have lost this person. We had a connection I never had with anyone else. I can't do anything about it. The worst part is that this feels unfinished. I just want to have a second chance with him, maybe at a time where we are both ok mentally. During the time we were dating I wasn't ok. I felt like I was betraying myself by choosing a profession I never wanted and had really depressive thoughts. Everything was also new , unstable. Now I am fine, I started using the verb 'want', I am not that shy and insecure. I feel like I am finding myself. I miss him genuinely.

It isn't just that he was my first real romantic connection, this felt unique. I am really careful with people, I don't easily fall for people, but he was something else.

I don't believe in fate, but if life let me meet him just so I lose him, then this is a joke. I can't have met him by accident. This must lead to something, I want him in my life in whatever way.

But he doesn't seem to reach out so it doesn't matter anyway. I will continue my life. I don't have another choice. I have to be respectful to myself and him.

Hi! I'm not sure how to do this but I really have to get this off my chest. I was video calling with my girlfriend and out of nowhere she said "I'm gonna go" and hung up. She's been doing pretty bad lately and I've been doing my best to help but I feel like it's not enough, like I'm not enough. I was terrified she was gonna do something to herself so I asked if she was okay and where did she go- no answer. I waited and then I called and texted. And basically I've been doing that the whole night, haven't gotten any sleep. I'm terrified of losing her, I thought she was the one. At the same time though I saw she was active on snapchat so I calmed down a bit. Still haven't slept. And I hate to say this but I am so mad at her. Like why is she ignoring me? If I did something wrong I'd want her to tell me. I don't want to stay up all night worrying about her. I hate this. What do I do?

i myself am 17 and i started talking to this guy lets name him john. i found john cute and we had a thing going on for a while. i cut him off after i got to know that he went to a spa and got a handjob from a lady who is twice his age?. he kept texting me asking me to work things out and i thought he was seriously in love with me.

this is where the actual story begins. today i followed back an old friend lets name him mike, he texted me asking why dont you and john talk anymore and i said it didnt work out. he later went on to explain me saying john called me a bitch and whore and said that i asked john for sex while he wanted to take it slow WHILE IN REALITY, the first day i met john, he got me drunk and tried to makeout with me and i said no and pushed him away. the next day i went to his place cuz he was home alone and he FORCED me into sex, he pulled down my pants unwillingly and kept saying "just the head please just for a bit" i kept saying "NO" multiple times but it was useless, he was already on top of me and i couldnt push him away and eventually it turned into a rape. when this happened i blamed myself and said im just overthinking and he probably didnt mean to do that, but then i found out that john was an actual serial rapist.

while me and john had a thing going on, john didnt like how i was following mike and kept asking me to block every account of his and said that "mike will say shit bout me that isnt true" but now i realise the reason why john wanted me to block mike. mike knew the truth about everything. i will share each story of how john raped these women.

from what i know, john was once talking to this 19 year old while he was 15 and consoled her cuz she was sexually assaulted by her boyfriend. next day he gets her drunk and take her to his old house's terrace and raped her there, the girl couldnt do anything but stay silent. john also once fucked his mom's bestfriend who was drunk sleeping on the bed, she was a 40 year old married woman. when she tried to sue john, johns parents (40yr olds bsf) payed them money so that they wont have to deal with something serious. john has done this to multiple women where he takes advantage of them while they are drunk or force them into sex and infact i found out that john only didnt get handjob from the spa but he also fucked the spa lady and ejaculated inside her WHILE he was sober. and mind you hes 15 and 16 in all this. and currently hes with mikes ex, cuz mikes ex wants mike to feel jealous so she got with john and guess what john did? force her into sex 3 times. AND worst part is she knows bout me and i was talking to john as well after all this. i was talking to john only because i thought he was genuine but after finding out about this im super disturbed and i started shaking cuz i finally realised that i was overthinking and he did actually rape me. i cant even blame him because after all that happened i still kept talking to him and tried to brush it off. oh btw hes not over his ex he dated for 3yrs and tht was really long back so every girl he dated he just used them for their body, his body count is more than 50.

its the fact that this guy has been getting away so easily with it is so fucked up, you see these things in movies... all these girls including myself are helpless cuz we cant sue him because we dont want any trouble and no one is going to believe us. this guy manipulates and lies his way thru just for sex and its genuinely disturbing, i dont think i can sleep anymore. his mom and dad knows about this yet they let him do whatever he wants. worst part is his mom is a proud feminist who says "women must be independent, she shouldnt be afraid to speak up blah blah blah" and when it comes to her son raping others suddenly she becomes blind and hes a really good guy in her eyes. i genuinely saw her as my role model but shes.. no words. if i were johns mom, id kill my son. i hope john goes through the worst karma in life that he wishes he was dead everyday but nothing lets him die so he just has to suffer daily in the most painful way.

i had a very bad breakup with my boyfriend who im very much still in love with, and he broke up with me because a picture of megot leaked from a couple years ago, and basically told me im gross and embarrsing and some not nice names for girls, and after everything was weird, i still miss him so much, andd theres only 30 people in my school and any of my friends are his, and theres a girl whos best friends with him, and theyd never be together but shes is sooo touchy with him, and always showing him other girls in my face, and talks badly about me again TO MY FACE, making it even weirder for me and him, and last night we had a party for my friends birthday and everyone was very drunk, i had to go and got a boy i didnt want to kiss but i still did from pressure but it was only a small peck and is thrown away, but my ex landed on my best friend and they actually started making out in my face and i couldnt stop crying and he doesnt care about me at all but i still love him?? lol

does this not sound like its from a highschool tv show ??

Allogations have made me fear for my safety. If there is no proof of wrongdoing, is my safety still at risk?

I hate myself. I always manage to self-sabotage whenever something good is finally happening to me. Now I have someone to actually care for but it’s April fools today and I felt like pranking him so me and my friend made up a story of how another guy is asking me to be duos on a game. I’m actually so scared and worried. I feel like we’re going to fall out. I don’t know how to approach him about it either because it was mentioned in a group chat and I’m not even sure if he’s mad or jealous about it. I’m worried he’ll think I actually play guys. An ex friend of mine made up a rumor about me that I was talking to him while liking two other guys. Completely false, by the way.

I had a big fight with my boyfriend that almost led to a breakup. We ended up talking it through and decided to get back together.

Since then, though, it has triggered my abandonment wound. I feel scared that he might leave again, and whenever we argue, my mind immediately goes into that fear. I start thinking he will leave me all over again.

I don’t know how to fix this. I’m honestly afraid to talk about it because of that same abandonment fear. I worry that bringing it up might push him away or make him leave. I feel stuck and unsure how to sort this out.