Respawning. Doesn't matter if you understand.
The story
I'm a Respawner, and I've been planning on leaving this world via respawning and then leaving a stand-in behind. It sounds like a pretty cool and nice idea, but the thing is, the decision is quite permanent and could be risky if not handled carefully (imo). Respawning in general is pretty safe though, and Id be more than happy to respawn to my desired reality. But the struggles in my current reality are really holding me back and I barely have any motivation to respawn or shift realities. I barely feel any love for my desired reality and it's people and I'm wondering why I should continue.
1. I've been trying to shift for a year and a half. I've been trying to respawn for 2 months. I've spent and dedicated a lot of time to this lovely life-altering passion and hobby, and I'd be sad to leave it behind after all the efforts I've made.
2. I'm emotionally attached to my desired reality, to shifting and respawning and to all the people I've made connections with via channeling.
3. This life is shit and I honestly need better. Why not when I literally have the ability to make my life better.
I'm just unmotivated and angry and I feel like not fulfilling my dreams out of pure spite for the universe. But I've tried so hard and fought so much and loved a lot so I'm staying and I'm respawning this December. My plan is to shift to a waiting room and then respawn to my desired reality. I'm taking a calm, directed response to this and I'm trying to manage this at once. I hope my time comes on time and I get to be happy at home. See ya never!!!
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Points of view
Gotta say I totally don't vibe with what you're doing with this whole respawning thing; sounds risky tbh... like where's the guarantee it's gonna work out?!
Thinking of leaving this world just like that doesn't sound right 😥 cozy up with some reality could sound cool but isn't it like running away from probs instead of facing them, ya know? You got so much potential to make things better right where you are right now! Remember that famous quote: "happiness is a journey not a destination"...
Maybe focus on inner growth rather than flipping everything?? Hold on to the good around you tho and keep the hope alive 🙂
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i get it man life sucks sometimes!!! respawning can be the escape we all need sometimes 🙌 but gotta say your plan seems shaky... like real risky... you sure about this??? really sounds like grasping at straws... when you can't handle the current simulation it's probs not the universe just probs with perception like no lie... i'd double-check everything before making big moves!!
hey, i feel ya on this whole respawning thing and honestly, it does sound like a way to escape all the stress and mess life throws at us. i totally get why you'd consider it; sometimes the world feels like it's just too much, and it makes sense to look for a reset button, right? the doubts about motivation and feeling stuck in the painful cycle of life are totally relatable, ya know? you're trying to figure things out, and that's completely natural. with all the effort you've invested, it sounds like you're really committed to finding what works best for you. just remember though that real change always comes with its own set of challenges, and making sure you've thought through all the angles is super important. so yeah, whatever you decide, make sure it truly feels right for you. keep your head up and take it step by step. 🤔