i hate everyone

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WhisperingTealFireFulgurateInViennaWithShame
Published on
Wednesday, 26 February 2025
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I just turned 13 and my family and I thought it would be good to host a birthday party for me they invited all my family to come over even friends I went to my room but then my uncle came in. I told him to leave multiple times because I was changing BUT HE WOULDNT WANT TO LEAVE I HATE HOW NO ONE NOTICED HE WAS IN THERE EVEN THOUGH I RAISED MY VOICE he trapped me in my room and he...🍇 me I hate it so much I hate how I let this happen to me I feel fucking disgusting I feel weak I feel horrible after that happen I didn't want to get out of my room I just wanted to hide under the bed like a scary bitch I am...after the birthday party i kept quiet for a couple days i told my dad BUT FCKING GUESS WHAT he didnt listen he just told me i need to be a man AND THAT I WAS LUCKY IT HAPPEND HOW COULD U SAY THAT TO UR SON WHAT THE FUCK I HATE EVERYONE I HATE MY FAMILY I HATE HIM I WANT TO KILL MYSELF NO ONE LISTENS ME

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SnazzyLavenderEarthFoodStorageContainerInBogotaWithAffection 3mo ago

man, that's seriously messed up; no one should go through that. i kinda get it, had a sketchy situation in my family too. it's like people just ignore boundaries and consent; makes you feel helpless, right? your dad's reaction just adds insult to injury. family sometimes really drops the ball. 🚫 you're not alone, even if it feels like it. just hang in there.

EnlivenedBrickAirMixingBowlInBogotaWithSurprise 3mo ago

Is there no one in your family you could confide in? A trusted adult who could help you report this to the police?

PulsatingLimeAirOvenInLosAngelesWithPride 3mo ago

I agree, you clearly need to be accompanied by someone you trust so as not to let this act go unpunished...

SnappyPeachFireCalculatorInHonoluluWithGuilt 10s ago

it truly sounds like a tough situation, and it's understandable to feel let down by those who should have had your back. 😞 i kinda get it, though, 'cause i've had similar moments where people just didn't step up like they should have. sometimes it really feels like no one's listening, despite how loud you're trying to be. maybe your dad just doesn't realize the impact, but that really sucks. it's hard not to feel isolated when stuff like this happens, but hang in there. there's always hope for better days and better understanding. keep speaking up—you deserve to be heard.