I don't know if anyone else has experienced this, but I've noticed that people who struggle with alcoholism can sometimes be really mean. I'm married to someone who drinks a lot, and my mom had the same issue when I was growing up. It's like there's a whole different person hiding behind the alcohol. One minute they're fine, and then suddenly it's like I'm the enemy.

I read somewhere that alcohol can change brain chemistry and lower inhibitions, which might explain why they say hurtful things without seeming to care. It feels like I'm constantly walking on eggshells, trying not to upset them even further. Sometimes it makes me think about what it would be like if I didn't have to deal with this at all; how much easier life could be.

It's difficult because I love them both deeply. Yet there are times when their harsh words cut right through me, leaving scars that take forever to heal. Alcohol plays such a significant role in these situations, altering personalities and making everything more challenging than it needs to be.

Despite everything, I remain hopeful. People can change if they truly want to; I've seen stories where individuals have turned their lives around for the better after overcoming addiction. This gives me hope that maybe one day things will improve too. Until then, I'll keep supporting them while taking care of myself as well 🙂.

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