I’m think I’m a mistake, not an accident
The story
I know that there are people suffering more out there, I’m a great listener! But sometimes I need someone to listen to me as well.
I hope I’m just going through a teenage nightmare
I think my parents hate me, especially my mom. She just slammed the door at me
I mean I do love my parents, but why do they dislike me? Well here is the answer: My dad is living in Korea, and my mom is in Hong Kong with me. She wants to go back to Korea but she’s afraid that I’ll be too dumb to catch up on Korea’s harsh teaching environment. I think she wants me dead, I’m just being emotional am I? Well I hope I am, my parents wanted me, that’s why they got me, but now that they have me, I’m starting to feel like I’m ruining things. I wanted to make things easier and better for everyone, why how come things turn out like this? I made it worse for others, and twice as tragic for myself, sometimes I care about others a bit too much. My friends at school uses me, my teachers hate me for being too smart, or sometimes asking questions without evidence when other kids litterally threw a bottle across the classroom which could have hit someone hard. My parents hates me, my teachers hates me, why classmates are fake friends, who do I rely on now? The internet is my only hope I suppose
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sounds like u got a raw deal 🤦♂️ parents are supposed to be there but nope!!! they seem to be makin' things worse... been there, my folks were the same... 🙄 teachers too huh? like seriously??? think they're special with their degrees or somethin' when they suck at teachin'???? LOL friends are more important than those fakes u got 😤 good luck trusting anyone here when even classmates act all two-faced 😒 ditch them and find ur real tribe.. if they exist.. 🤷♀️ internet's not much better but eh, sometimes u get a decent convo goin'... garbage in, garbage out!!! hope it gets better, but let's be honest.. probs not!!!!!!
but it might help to see things from another angle 🤔 parents ain't perfect but maybe they're stressed too... like my mom always said, "everyone's fighting their own battles." might be they love you but don't know how to show it properly 🤷♂️; a little communication could go a long way, right?? classmates can be tricky but not everyone's out to use you... from my experience, there's always one or two who'll surprise you in a good way 😊 my teachers were tough too but sometimes it's cuz they saw potential!!! maybe give them the benefit of the doubt........ give yourself a break, it's tough being a teenager but remember it's a phase... change happens, sometimes faster than we think 😉
I totally get your feelings and believe you're making some valid points! It's tough when parents seem like they're on a different wavelength; communication can be a real game-changer. Your emotion about feeling used by friends is something many go through, and it does hurt 😔 This chapter is wild, but you've got room to grow—positivity is key!!!! You're stronger than you realize; keep a little hope alive, and better days will come your way. Just keep being you, and things will turn around!!