unappreciated, im too annoying
The story
I just really hate when I pour all my feelings into a relationship whether its romantic or emotional I always get burned. Now I sit here feeling kind of lonely not really having a friend to talk to because im either too much or hard to handle. my social anxiety shatters half of my attempts at friendships and it really sucks. I always think im too annoying or they will think im fake because I can be way overly nice when all I want to do is make people feel the happiness I know ill never feel. I go out of my way because I wish someone would do that for me and thats always taken advantage of. I hate it. and I hate myself.
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Honestly dude, it sounds like you're setting yourself up for disappointment by putting people on a pedestal and expecting something in return. 🤷♂️
I'm really sorry to hear you're feeling this way; it's tough. It's normal to feel that your efforts are not being reciprocated sometimes. But remember, you can't fully control how others behave or respond 😅 Just be yourself and slowly you'll find your people who truly get you. If I were in your shoes, I'd try focusing on the little things that bring joy to my day rather than looking for it solely through others; hang in there!