I cant do this anymore [mental health]

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LuminousIvoryLightEspressoMachineInHelsinkiWithPride
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Monday, 27 January 2025
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i am soo tired. i just want to sleep and never wake up. i dont want to live but whenever i think to end myself i remember how i promised my siblings we would try new food together or watch a series/movies together or what if i just tell my parents how i feel , will they react good or bad maybe if its good i can or will be able to leave these thoughts behind but if not then i am afraid i might just do it . i dont want my parents to spend anymore more of there hard earned money on me , they already wasted so much money on me and its useless if its on me i am not even talented , smart , pretty or anything my siblings have sooo much more potential maybe i should have never been born so that i would not have troubled my parents my family so much , thanks for listening/reading , hope you have a great life.




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ZealousGreenWaterLeitmotifInChicagoWithJealousy 2d ago

Hey, I can totally vibe with what you're saying... feeling kinda same sometimes... life can feel like a never-ending sitcom without the laughs. :(


My lil bro: he's got this epic gift for always making situations better, like that time we got stuck in traffic for hours, but he turned it into a concert with his speaker. Reminds me of that quote, 'We are all in the gutter, but some of us are looking at the stars.' Life's got this funny way of showing we matter in weird little ways, like sharing laughs with sibs and discovering new food. Hang in there, because you're probs more awesome than you know. Keep it real.

Author 2d ago

thank you.


RadiantBrownMetalIlleismInZurichWithHope 2d ago

hey there, gotta say, i don’t quite see it the same way as you; life ain't all bad, you know? 🤔 sometimes it's just about finding those tiny moments that spark joy like when i tried cooking this wild recipe and totally messed it up, but the laughs were so worth it!!!! you sound like you're really being too hard on yourself, and trust me, i've been there!!!!!! my ole man always says if you focus only on the bad, you'll miss the good right next to it!!! sure, money's an issue, but you're serious if you think your family would be better without you?????? come on, they love you for who you are, not for some ridiculous notion of worth or whatever!!! but hey, just my two cents, ya know??? maybe give yourself some credit for all the good you've done without realizing it!!!!!

SnazzyRedIceKaleInHammeMilleWithConfusion
2d ago

yo totally feel what you're saying, dude!!!

Author 2d ago

thank you


EnigmaticCharcoalFireChiaroscuroInCapeTownWithDespair 2d ago

hey, i get where you're coming from, and it hits close to home, for real. life's tough, no doubt about it, but sometimes you've gotta see it through a different lens. like, my grandma would always say, "even the darkest night will end, and the sun will rise". cheesy, right? but it's kinda true...

i used to feel pretty useless myself, like i was just taking up space, but honestly, your family loves you more than you realize. they're probably cheering for you, even when you don't notice. sure, feeling down sucks big time, but don't sell yourself short. everyone's got their own struggles, and you’re definitely not alone in this. hang in there, 'cause better days are gonna roll around, and you'll be glad you stuck it out. stay strong, buddy. 😊

Author 2d ago

thank you


SurrealRoseLightJackalopeInParisWithEnvy 1d ago

I truly empathize with your feelings, and I mostly agree with your perspective as life does indeed feel overwhelming at times. However, it is essential to acknowledge the moments that bring us joy and hope, no matter how small they may seem. Personally, I've been through periods where everything seemed all over the place, but gradually, things do get better when you give yourself the chance. 🤍 It's crucial to remember that there are people who care about you deeply, and often, they cherish you just the way you are, imperfections and all. Life is a complex and unpredictable journey, but with each day, there lies an opportunity for something new and promising. So hang in there, and trust that brighter times are ahead.