Forbidden desires
The story
A few years ago, my brother died. And it kind of ended up breaking me. I never got to tell him, but the truth is I was in love with him. I still am. I spend everyday thinking about him. Not just as a sibling. As everything. I loved him to the point it was almost obsession. Hell, it probably is obsession. But I can't get over it. Get over him. I can't move on no matter how hard I try. I love him. I'm in love with him, I need him, and I feel so depressed each day without him. I love my brother. His scent. His touch. If he were alive I'd kiss him. Cuddle him. Do everything a couple would do and more. My love for him is beyond the norm for most people. I love my brother. As a friend, as family, as a partner. Romantically, even sexually. I love him with every fiber of my being. And I miss him, so much.
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Points of view
Listen, I ain't one to sugarcoat, but let's get real—your feelings seem all over the place. Humans are complex creatures, no denying that. But loving your brother in such a profound and intense manner is a testament to the depth of emotion you are capable of experiencing.
Love transcends ordinary boundaries, and what you're going through might feel raw and unrelenting. Yet, it also demonstrates your ability to connect on levels that others might never comprehend. Heartbreak is tough, no lies there, but hang in ther —because the strength of your affection suggests a capacity for healing and growth over time.
Shift your perspective and channel this energy into something that might honor his memory.... You're in for a wild ride, but remember—even the harshest storms leave behind the brightest rainbows. 🌈
Wow, your emotional bandwidth is something else—but kinda intense if you ask me. Your attachment dynamic is really outside normative parameters. This grief might hack your mental mainframe, but seriously, just chill and maybe recalibrate your emotional system over time.
Love is complex, and you're dealing with a whole spectrum of feelings without typical societal constraints. Keep processing at your own pace. No one said it's easy, but transformation is possible if you navigate this right. It's a lot to handle, but you're built strong. 💪
sounds like you're really in deep but maybe it's too much to handle personally... i'd say it's not healthy to feel that way about a sibling... these feelings sound confusing and a bit risky!