It is respectful to leave it

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It's hard for me to say, but I feel I can't recover or continue the relationship with this girl. I have to leave her because there's no room for her in my life. I've already tried every way. She's in her own world, and I'm in mine, and any attempt would feel forced and aimed at destroying us both. I personally doubt this girl is considering these conditions, but I feel I can do it. Leaving her would be an act of respect for her routine, her development, and her desire for a new person, given that I can't have a negative impact on her and therefore be scarred, since she has the right to find her. I can't allow myself to be the one to destroy that dream, so it's fair and necessary that we discuss the fact that I'm not the new person she's looking for, given that, as I insist, I'm not in a position to support her, primarily because of the way her life is structured.

Her life isn't meant for new people, but that doesn't mean I can accommodate her to satisfy that desire. However, it's an extremely delicate task, and one she must oversee. Let's assume that she gives in at this moment, the game will tend to abandon her plans and other things, and that's not the idea. If she's going to do it, it should be gradually, considering each of the details into which her entire life can be divided, in order to create something satisfactory. Otherwise, she will be sowing the ultimate nest of violence, bitterness, and a relationship given to conflict as the defining axis of the story she can trace; an issue that, unfortunately, was the future when I saw myself with her, and which was totally heartbreaking for me. I don't know how there are people who can tend to do the same.

This act, without a doubt, represents an act of respect for her person, of love. I observe her as very vulnerable to suggestion and falling prey to one of those manipulative beings who opt for victimhood and are both skillful and unconscious at procuring people to hold them hostage without any evidence in front of others, despite the person feeling this way and the subject knowing it, but at the same time, due to their unconsciousness, ignoring it at all costs. I feel this is the mistake my father and my stepmother made many years ago, and I don't intend to make it again.

I can't deny that it pains me to leave her, given that she seems to me to be a very beautiful person, very dedicated to this new life, and, in addition, with feelings whose life, in effect, was to prevent others from feeling judged. I observed that her spirit of protecting others was undermining her, which reminds me of another girl who I thought was in those shoes with me but wasn't aware of her infatuation with me. She was a person, from what I'm seeing, with a vague self-esteem and who liked not to disappoint others, always making them feel good. This, it seemed to me, was affecting her studies, which were also outside her area of ​​residence. Indeed, it's tempting for anyone to have such a person slide toward you irremediably, given the intense sense of control we humans possess, but it's interesting when it ceases because it implies that the fear of the world collapsing and obstructing her access to it has been undermined, which expresses a greater openness to it. I feel I'm achieving that in this case.

That girl had a great sense of guilt. I felt that, just because she was a psychiatric patient, she was already sliding toward me, against her own feelings, and I feel that at this moment she was almost heading toward that point. However, when faced with someone who is on the verge of overshadowing her life, if I can do something, then let it be this way. It will undoubtedly cause discomfort, but the aftermath will be a rich radiance for her life. She will feel that there was respect, order, and consistency from people like me, who am a patient of the aforementioned type, and I also protect the identity of all of us who, I feel, are highly prejudiced, unfortunately not without reason, given at the same time by a society that doesn't welcome us, given the difficulties we cause because we don't have the tools to handle them.

In part, and it must be said this way, this has become a duty to my profession. Psychiatric patients don't seek to drag anyone down; we ruin people's lives, and much less are we people without a vision for well-being. Quite the contrary, we can be different, and I feel that is the image I want to give to that girl so that we may be respected. At the same time, I want to advocate for the functioning of psychotherapies, whose image today is very degraded, practically reserved for extreme cases, perhaps with a little more breadth than before. That such things do work, of course, with the patient's commitment. And at the same time, that the humanists, a group with which I incorporate, we are not people with problems or low self-esteem who were told to go to that place as an escape from them.

I also want to give a perspective on people who are lonely. We are not self-absorbed people, who abandon others, etc. I believe there are many very prejudiced groups, I insist, not without cause, but if I can do something about it, I feel I am protecting others and helping to distinguish those who do not engage in disrespectful behavior, abusing the way those groups characterize themselves.

I feel like I am giving that girl a huge gift by not insisting further. I don't think she will respond to me, and that, for me, means that she feels my respect, that she is dedicated to her own things, that she is not ready to leave there, and that is precisely the perfect motivation to satisfy that desire to have new people in her life. I am proud of my behavior in this sense.

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FrolickingCoralFirePicnicBasketInDubaiWithAnger 7d ago

I totally get how you're trying to let this girl go because of the reasons you mentioned, but dude, aren't you overanalyzing a bit? 🤔 I mean, putting all that responsibility on her to make changes and assuming her vulnerability just like that? You might be projecting your own fears and assumptions, instead of recognizing her potential resilience. Citing "society's prejudices"—have you even asked her what she thinks about it?


Also, you kinda sound like you're making some assumptions about psychiatric patients, advocating for their image. But why the need for such extensive justification in your own case??? Anxiety about repeating your father and stepmother's mistakes—have you considered discussing these concerns directly with her? Communication is key; and you've reflected a lot on her vulnerability, which is important, but are you sure you're not just trying to control the narrative to avoid confronting your own issues?


The real question is: why do you feel like you're the one to decide what's best for her. Shouldn't it be more of a mutual decision? 😅 Just some food for thought.

GalacticLavenderShadowLithographInZurichWithContentment 7d ago

honestly, sounds like you're doing the right thing by stepping back. sometimes it's better to just let people live their own lives instead of forcing things together when they don't fit. you know that saying, "if you love something, set it free"? kinda feels like that vibe. 👍


you picked up on her being "vulnerable to suggestion," which is a big deal. saving her from being manipulated is huge. but don't you think she should have the chance to learn and grow from her own experiences, too?


you seem to have a solid grip on what's respectful and fair. just make sure you're being real and not overthinking it too much. sometimes we gotta take a step back for everything to move forward. keep it real and stay hopeful!

BizarreSalmonMetalGraterInMexicoCityWithConfusion 7d ago

your decision to prioritize respect and personal growth seems thoughtful and responsible. recognizing when to step back is crucial, especially when you proverbially state that “any attempt would feel forced.” sometimes, letting go can indeed be an act of love.

I once faced a similar situation where our lives were on diverging paths, and it was evident that maintaining the relationship would inhibit both of our developments. making such choices can be challenging, but ultimately beneficial.

you mention she’s "in her own world," which suggests a lack of alignment in life goals or priorities. it's admirable that you value her autonomy and encourage her trajectory.

do you think this experience might influence how you approach relationships in the future? maintaining integrity and supporting each other's aspirations can pave the way for healthier connections. keep focusing on mutual respect and growth.

RadiantMaroonLightningTapeMeasureInNiceWithDisgust 3d ago

sounds like you're trying to do what's best for both of you! recognizing the need to step away shows a lot of maturity and empathy. it must be tough feeling like you're in separate worlds; but sometimes the most caring thing you can do is to let go.


your intention to prevent a "nest of violence and bitterness" is noble. caring about her development and respecting her journey takes real strength.


i can relate—i've had to make similar choices thinking about the future impact on both our lives. it's not easy, but it’s often necessary. 🤔


one thing i'm wondering, though: have you considered how this decision might shape your approach to relationships going forward??? hope you're finding some peace and clarity in this process!