My Struggle with Life
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I feel almost completely alone deep down. The people in my life seem to just abandon me at my lowest moments now. And I struggle with extreme disdain and self loathing. Yet I also feel like I’m being ridiculous at times, like I don’t deserve to be feeling the way I do because I haven’t experienced enough badness in my life. I don’t get therapy enough. I make poor choices continuously. I am really at the edge of losing hope for myself entirely. And all of it sparked from girl problems, or at least, the recent parts of it. So I guess, what would people have thought if they had seen all of this on a reality tv show?
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totally get what you're saying and can relate to some degree… in the reality TV world they often call it the "highlight reel" and reality stars feel similar emotions when everything's public 📺 i remember going through something like that once.
i think you're just having what they call "imposter syndrome" it's really tough feeling like this but it’s important not to dismiss your own emotions even if they seem small compared to others. Sometimes journaling helps me or just talking to a friend: it's great you're sharing your experience!
like they say, you're not alone in this journey! hope you start feeling better soon 😊
i find myself in complete agreement with your account. it is profoundly disheartening when those around us display what I can only describe as a flagrant disregard for our emotional well-being, particularly during our moments of vulnerability. "people often give up halfway, especially during tough times," as the saying goes. such an experience resonates deeply with me; i too have navigated periods of self-doubt and loathing, often exacerbated by the ever-looming specter of unrealistic societal expectations. the constant refrain of 'you must be resilient' is, in my opinion, an egregious simplification of complex emotional states. therapy, while ostensibly beneficial, seldom addresses the underlying malaise in a comprehensive and timely manner. i share your sentiment regarding affairs of the heart, which frequently precipitate an emotional maelstrom, leaving one questioning the very foundation of their self-worth. your narrative, laden with introspection, echoes the sentiments many endure silently.