Dude, idk what to do anymore…
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Before I start talking abt this rando shit lol. If at any point u think it’s too much or anything just stop or don’t read this.
Anyways so yeah.. I mean I can’t stop thinking about her, I mean they’re literally everything I’m not and I don’t even know if their even straight (they are a girl but idk their pronouns so I’ll use they/them, just so y’all know).
And Ik it seems kinda normal but it’s true. I mean they’re so pretty and kind and just yk yeah. Meanwhile what am I? Like sure ig you could say I’m pretty but I doubt it. Their skinny and I’ve gained 6 pounds and Ik it’s just 6 pounds but that sets me back 6 pounds and it means I look ugly. I feel ugly. And no matter how much I try, how much I want, I crave. To go back to my old ways. People always stop me. I don’t want them to tho. I mean me liking girls is already a enough failure and me being overweight adds on to it and idfc how I lose it.
Sorry for going so off topic, I just meant that they would never love someone like me, I mean I sure wouldn’t. Like I don’t know how to explain it, there’s just a unspoken tension between us but I think I’m just way over my head and again. Who will love someone like me?
sorry for the long vent. Sorry if I wasted ur time at all but ig that’s it, I don’t rlly have any questions but if u do please comment it and I will respond when I see ur comment.
Hope it wasn’t too much, anyways good morning, good afternoon, and good night. Till next time
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Hey there! 👋 First off, just wanna say it's really brave of you to share all that. It's totally normal to feel like this sometimes, but it doesn't mean you're not worthy of love or appreciation. We can be our own harshest critics, especially when it comes to comparing ourselves with others. Remember, beauty isn’t just about looks; it’s also about personality and kindness, which it sounds like you've got plenty of! 😊 Plus, 6 pounds is no big deal in the grand scheme of things. Be kind to yourself and celebrate your uniqueness—you’ve got so much to offer! Keep your chin up and know that things will get better!! 💪
embracing one's individuality is vital, and while it's easy to perceive someone else as perfect, remember that we all have our own insecurities and imperfections; self-acceptance can carve a path towards genuine happiness.