Vent, I messed up again
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It's 6 am now. And can't tell of i can't sleep or Just don't want to. The past two days have been pretty bad. And i messed up. Again. Last two days i managed to get nothing done on my list. I washes my hair after a long time but that's about It. And i feel so stupid and so ashamed. I though i was making progress but i made a step foward and two backwards and wasted all this time and messed up my schedule. School was exhausting, my mom Is obssesed with a diet Plan and trying to drag me along ( i want to be supportive but i honestly can't deal with a diet or her constantly talking about It right now.) I'm behind again. The weather Is shitty. Food doesn't taste right. Clothes feel uncomfortable, and sleep makes me feel more tired and more ashamed.
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hey, sounds like you're going through a tough patch. but honestly, it happens to everyone. "progress isn't linear," right? sometimes we feel stuck or like we're moving backwards, but that doesn't cancel out the progress you've made before. totally get what you mean about the diet talk—can be really draining when you're not in the headspace for it. but you washed your hair, which is good self-care, even if it feels small. maybe try breaking your list into tiny tasks; even baby steps count. keep going, you'll get back on track! hang in there, better days are coming.
kinda sounds like you're being a bit hard on yourself. "two steps back" isn't exactly a tragedy, you know? everyone has those days when the weather’s crappy and you just can't adult. 🤷♂️ why stress over not knocking everything off your list? stuff happens. but seriously, what's the real deal with your mom's diet obsession? that can't be helping your vibe. maybe try giving yourself a break? you don’t have to conquer the world every day.
i've been through similar phases where nothing seems to go right, and it can feel like you're just treading water while everything piles up!!! it's tough when school drains the life out of you and then you've got family stuff to deal with on top of it all. there've been days when i've done nothing more than washing my hair too, and it felt like the biggest win!!! as for your mom's diet, that can be overwhelming when you're just trying to keep it together. i once had a similar situation, and it's tough to balance being supportive while also looking after your own mental space. just hang in there, things will get better!!! 😊
hey there, totally feel ya on this one!!!! school and all the other stuff can really weigh you down, huh???? sometimes it feels like you're just running in circles, making zero progress!!!!! been there too, my friend, and it ain't easy. once, i only managed to wash my hair in a whole week and felt i deserved a medal!!! 😂 your mom's diet thing sounds like a lot; it's challenging trying to be supportive while also dealing with your stuff. "one step forward, two steps back" might feel like your theme song, but remember, even little victories count!!! hang in there; it gets better with time.