Will Xanax work in this case?
The story
So, you know how when you're a teenager, your brain is rewiring itself as well? Like, your prefrontal cortex is very slowly maturing, unlike the amygdala with already matures. That means since the amygdala is a very emotional and hyperactive organ, it causes us to do more impulsive things than rational ones. No wonder at 13 I feel so angry, reckless, sad and anxious. Those emotions are shameful, they make me savage and horrid. I wish I had better control of myself. It makes me focus on one thing, usually shallow stuff, and forget the other, like an idiot. That's why I finish certain homework and not some. That's why say something horrible and regret it. I hate my brain, I wish I was more mature and less angry and chaotic. I've heard certain drugs like Xanax work as they reduce amygdala activity and soothe you, make you more relaxed and less anxious. They do that, right? And I heard that cutting my skin works by releasing endorphins, which will also soothe me. I hate my body, I hate how ugly and out of control I am right now. The drugs and cutting will fix me, in theory, they work I just know it. So please, I don't think I'm shameful, I think I'll be smart and lucky and not get addicted.
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Hey there, I totally understand you're going through a tough time right now. 😔 Just remember, the teenage brain is still in its development phase. "Mature" brains just didn't happen overnight either. It feels chaotic, but it’s a natural phase. About those methods you mentioned, like drugs or self-harm – it's risky stuff and not the real solution... Maybe think about talking to someone who can help, like a counselor? Stay strong and patient, things will get better. 💪
hey, i totally feel ya on this!!! being a teenager is super intense, and it often feels like everything's all over the place, right? i'm with you on the brain being a mess sometimes; so relatable. when i was your age, i felt like an emotional rollercoaster too, and it was rough!! as for finding control, keep hanging on; it'll come with time and experience, promise! no shame in struggling. just take it one day at a time. 😊
hey, i get that things feel overwhelming right now, but i gotta disagree with some stuff you're considering. reliance on drugs or self-harm isn't the right path. they might seem like solutions, but they could make things worse. teenage years are hard, no doubt, but it's just a phase that'll pass. finding healthier ways to cope is key. hang in there and keep pushing through. you got this!