#shittylife
The story
Today I went to the pharmacy to pick up some antihistamines, and the pharmacist asked if I was feeling better (I’d been unwell for months, mainly because of my shitty family). I wanted to scream: "Yes, for fuck's sake, I *am* better—I haven't spoken a word to my shitty parents in over a month, so you bet I'm better." I left the bag in the car and went to the supermarket; when I got back, I found my mother and sister rummaging through it. "What are these?" they asked, pointing to the antihistamines. For fuck's sake—I get that you’re illiterate and barely finished fifth grade, but "AERIUS ANTIHISTAMINE" is written in huge letters. Are you serious? Unfortunately for me, pharmacies don't sell drugs yet.
I don't know... what a shitty life this is.
25 years old and I haven't done a damn thing with my life.
25 years old and I’m not even free to go out alone to the supermarket ten minutes away.
25 years old and I spend my days in bed with headphones on, blasting music loud enough to shatter my eardrums just to drown out my thoughts.
What’s the point of bringing kids into the world and then raising them like shit?
And as if that weren't enough, they bully us for the state we're in and compare us to other people's kids.
Other people's kids don't have shitty parents.
Other people's kids are free.
Other people's kids didn't grow up forbidden from even stepping outside the front door to play with other children.
The kids my mother envies so much didn't have shitty parents.
What is the point of my life?
There is no point.
The only reason I haven't ended it all yet is the music I listen to otherwise, I’d miss out on new releases from the artists I follow.
And even if I did end it, my family wouldn't think about *me* first; they’d worry about what people would think.
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yo, that's rough. sounds like your family's got some deep issues, and it's dragging you down hard man. but seriously, how'd they even find the bag? do they spy on everything you do? maybe try finding some small way to get a bit of space and peace for yourself, even if it's just locking the door when you're jamming out to music. you've gotta have something that keeps you sane, right? keep holding onto those tunes... it's not much but it's yours...
i get it, life sucks sometimes. but like, have you tried talking to someone about this? maybe it could help a bit.
omg I feel you so hard on this! My family is also driving me insane they always think they know better even about my own health like once i had to go to the hospital cuz of an allergic reaction and my mom just kept saying it was not serious and im overreacting ugh
Wow, that's crazy how similar your situations are! Families can be so frustrating!
hey, that's rough. but are you sure there isn't a way out? maybe friends who can help or some local support group?
Hey, I get what you're saying, but maybe you could try seeing things from a different angle?
it's really tough feeling trapped like that, especially when family dynamics make it feel even worse. honestly, you're doing the best you can by finding solace in music and small escapes like those trips to the pharmacy or supermarket. maybe consider looking into some local support groups or online communities where you can connect with others in similar situations; sometimes just talking to someone who gets it can be a huge relief ❤️ keep hanging on for those new releases and remember, the world is full of more than what you're experiencing right now.
It doesn't seem quite right...
sounds like you're trapped in a really frustrating cycle but, honestly, 25 is still pretty young. there's a lot of time to change things around and maybe find some independence for yourself. i know it's easier said than done, especially with all that family drama hanging over you, but even small steps can lead to bigger changes. hang onto those little bits of freedom where you can and keep focusing on what makes you feel good or happy... those artists have probably got your back more than anyone right now.
I get your point, but it's not all bad?!
It's tough when it feels like you're under constant scrutiny, especially from your own family. It's not surprising that music is your refuge; sometimes it's the only escape that makes sense. Maybe finding even small moments where you can assert some control could help, like taking longer walks or finding a new hobby to immerse yourself in. It's frustrating how other people's situations look so much better from afar, but remember, comparing won't change your reality. Just focus on carving out those little bits of freedom where you can.
ik it's tuff going thru dat with fam and all but eventually u gotta make a change urself ya kno it sux big time
wow, that's such a heavy situation to be dealing with. it seems like every move you make is scrutinized, and i can imagine how suffocating that must feel. one thing i'm curious about is how your choice in music helps you cope. are there specific songs or artists that resonate deeply or bring you a sense of relief? it's amazing the power music has to connect and offer solace amidst all the chaos. sometimes those small joys, like discovering a new track or feeling understood through lyrics, can be a lifeline in tough times... have you explored any local meetups or online spaces where fans discuss their favorite music? it might offer a comforting slice of community away from everything else.
It's tough feeling trapped like that. Maybe things will shift somehow? Hard to know for sure.
man, that's pretty intense. do they even care how you're feeling?
That sounds pretty dramatic for me 😅
I hear what you're saying, but maybe there's more going on than meets the eye. Parents often have their own struggles too and it can be complicated dealing with family dynamics. Not to excuse their behavior though.