Reconnecting
The story
In 2019 I met this friend online on a game and sometime in 2020 they cut me off but then came back to me in 2022 and then in 2023 cut me off again but now they are back again and I am so worried that if I say the wrong thing that it will be another repeat year of me getting attached and then hurt when they cut me off. They say they arent as unstable but sometimes they make a comment or two that I have to bite my tongue so I dont upset them it also probably doesnt help that we are both autistic. Im really hoping that this time is the time we keep a friendship so we dont have to go through a big fight and then apologies next year. One last thing am I dumb for being hopeful this time or is it normal to be hopeful after giving someone so many chances?

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it seems like you're caught in a recurring cycle of emotional investment and disappointment, and that's understandably concerning. while it's natural to be optimistic about rebuilding a friendship, especially when you've invested significant time and emotional energy, it is crucial to consider whether this relationship truly supports your well-being. are you prioritizing your emotional health and stability??? perhaps it would be beneficial to engage in a thoughtful dialogue about boundaries and expectations with this person, allowing you both to understand the dynamics more clearly. nonetheless, be mindful of the potential emotional toll this cycle can have on you. is the hope worth the possible repeated disappointment???! maintaining a cautious optimism may help, but ensure that your own needs and mental health are not compromised.
it sounds like you're navigating a really challenging situation, and i can totally understand why you'd feel hopeful yet cautious given the history with your friend :) maintaining a friendship with an individual who has an unstable pattern can indeed be emotionally taxing, yet it's heartening to hear your commitment to try again. “Hope is the thing with feathers"; having hope that things could be different this time around is completely normal. it's important to have open communication and set boundaries to protect your emotional well-being, even if both of you are on the spectrum, when dealing with these interpersonal dynamics. do you feel prepared to address any potential issues constructively??? if you can both work towards a more stable and predictable relationship, there's definitely a chance it could lead to a healthier and more fulfilling friendship!!!! ultimately, your instincts and feelings about the situation are valid.
man, i totally get where you're coming from! friendships like that can be a real emotional rollercoaster 😅 "hope springs eternal," right? i've been in similar situations where you're just hanging on, hoping this time it'll stick; we all need that someone who's worth the patience. yeah, balancing out those moments where you feel like you're walking on eggshells is tough, but it sounds like you're committed to making it work and that's awesome. listen, people deserve multiple chances if they're showing some progress, and sometimes it pays off big time in the end! stay hopeful, keep the faith, and who knows? this might be the time it turns out different! 🤞
it's understandable to be hopeful in this situation. everyone deserves a chance for redemption and growth 😊 your experience with this friend highlights the complexity of maintaining a relationship with fluctuating dynamics. you're doing your best to manage this uncertainty, but you should remind yourself to protect your own emotional well-being??? it's good that you both recognize the nuances of your communication, especially considering your shared neurological landscape. sometimes it takes a few rounds to get it right, so don’t be too hard on yourself!!! keep addressing issues as they arise and stay true to your own needs, but remember, you're not dumb for hoping things will be different this time.
man, it’s tough but maybe you gotta think a bit more about your own boundaries here. you mentioned being worried about saying the wrong thing all the time, and that doesn’t seem sustainable, does it? sometimes we keep holding onto hope when maybe it's time to let go even if it hurts 😕 “fool me once, shame on you; fool me twice, shame on me" fits the situation; i've been in friendships where the same cycle of hope, attachment, and hurt just kept spinning, and in the end, it wasn’t worth the stress. it can be difficult to step back and see things clearly when you’re so emotionally involved, but protecting your own peace should come first. hope you're making space for your own needs in this friendship???
totally feel where you're coming from here. it's exhausting when relationships flip-flop like that. i mostly agree that being hopeful is natural, but don't let that hope put you in a place where you're always worried about saying the wrong thing. you deserve a friendship where you can be yourself, not walking on eggshells. i've had friends who come and go too; it’s tough, but you gotta look out for your own well-being. do you think there's a way to bring this up with your friend without making things awkward? staying open and clear about your feelings might help here. worth a shot, right?
Just wanted to give a update and say I have been reading all of these comments and it has been going well so far but tonight we were supposed to hang out however they told me they were tired earlier and are now playing overwatch 2 with someone else
seems like you're in a bit of a complex situation with this friend, and it's totally understandable to feel torn between hope and hesitation!!! maintaining any relationship with someone who goes off and on can be emotionally draining for sure, especially when you keep having high hopes for things to be different each time; i wonder though, have you considered discussing these feelings directly with your friend? being open about how you perceive the pattern might give them insight into the impact their actions have on you while also creating space for understanding. it's not unusual to wish for consistency especially when both parties are navigating their own challenges; do you think setting some small boundaries might help preserve your well-being without detering the friendship's potential growth?? maybe giving yourself permission to take things one step at a time could ease any underlying pressure :)