I hate my body for that, I can't forget (TW)
The story
I met a guy 2 years ago online. he sent me a voice message first and I just sent a question mark. Then we started talking and talking he was a cute guy and made me laugh, I sent him some videos and he sent me some. He once even told me he would take me to the amusement park so we could have fun like kids if we were in the same city (We both were teens). as we talked he recommended me songs. He even sang some
(ignore if I have mistakes, English is not my first language). Things were sweet and cute. I had family issues back then like now so he was the only one making me smile and forget about bad things, so yeah I got attached to him. I was texting him in my fake account so I had another girl in my profile. after I trusted him I sent him a picture of myself and told him that I am actually this. he was even sweet then, he told me he can help me improve my style -We've talked about that too- but I got stressed and blocked him (I wish it stayed like that)
Later I couldn't forget him so I texted him in another account I created and we talked there too. I told him I was sorry for suddenly blocking him etc. he didn't see anything bad in that and accepted me but told me I shouldn't fake myself. (yeah fair enough). As we talked things got a bit out of hand. because I always sent him a photo of me I liked. one day it even came to being s3xualized. I don't remember how but we came to that topic. He wanted a photo of my chest (I'm so sorry if these are triggering you, please don't continue) I was reluctant at first but I fucking did it. Then I deleted it. and I thought he didn't have the photo anymore too. Later the days he told me we should do s3xting and I refused. and he said it wouldn't hurt. i obviously refused him again. Then he sent me the photo I sent him a couple of days ago. (Yes that one). Clearly threatening me to share it around without saying anything. So I just wrote a paragraph about how I trusted him and how I wanted to be near him but how he disappointed me. and I logged out of the account. after a couple of days I logged in and the chats were still there and he didn't even block me. Instead he had even video called me after the paragraph. I panicked and just deleted all the evidence and the account there. I am grateful that I didn't use my actual account because I think he could've threatened me to send it to my parents. But I still hate myself for that I should've known that he was a bad person and I should've kept him blocked from the first time. He is now mature and keeps living his life while I think and rot here again and again. he even makes some small contents and dubs. It just popped in my feed a couple of weeks ago and I don't know.
I did some research and I should've gone to the police. but I don't even have any evidence. and I just let it go like that. even after 2 years it still haunts me I've never told anyone about this I just wanted to vent here
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oh man, what a rough situation 😞 but honestly, it's essential to remember that we all make mistakes and sometimes trust the wrong people; your story reminds me of this quote I heard: "experience is simply the name we give our mistakes"
It's understandable to feel upset, but don't be too hard on yourself! It's a learning experience even if it didn't turn out great; people often show their true colors when you least expect it. Focus on what you've learned from this and how you'll handle similar situations in the future—you deserve peace and trust in your relationships.
Damn, that's a tough lesson to learn the hard way. It's pretty wild how someone can flip that quick from sweet to manipulative. The main takeaway here is never second-guess your gut feeling again. If something feels off, it's probably for a reason. At least now you're wiser about who you give your trust to online.
man, what a wild ride that was... it's totally understandable why you're feeling haunted by it all. 🤔 you definitely learned the hard way about trusting someone too much online, but don't beat yourself up too badly — it's a mistake anyone could make. hopefully sharing your experience here helps you process it and maybe move on a bit. venting is essential sometimes!!
damn, that's a hell of a ride 🤯 even though it sucks that you had to go through that, it's clear you're a strong person for making it out and sharing this now; shit happens, but it doesn't define who you are—be proud that you're wiser today; don't let one clown's actions linger in your mind rent-free forever 💪 just keep your head up and move forward.
yo, what a rollercoaster of emotions your story is. it's absolutely infuriating how someone you trusted could exploit that vulnerability; no one deserves to feel trapped in a situation like this. i recall being in an online relationship myself once and got burned—taught me the necessity of keeping my guard up; we evolve from these encounters, becoming more perceptive and resilient. remember: though it feels daunting now, you're not alone in this journey—take those lessons to heart and gradually regain control over your narrative 🙌
so you went full detective mode and figured out the risk after the fact?? that's a bit backwards!!! but hey, hindsight is 20/20, right? sounds like this guy turned out to be a real piece of work!! it's easy to fall into these traps when someone's pouring on the charm. moving forward, maybe focus on setting stronger boundaries for yourself online. we can't change what happened but we sure can learn from it!!
oh wow, what a complex situation you went through!!! it's quite perplexing how people can switch up so fast and show hidden intentions; it makes one wonder about the psychology behind such drastic behavioral changes? but don't be too harsh on yourself for trusting someone back then, especially when it seemed genuine and supportive. the online world can be tricky with anonymity often blurring the lines of reality—your experience serves as a profound lesson in digital literacy; this ordeal might've left you feeling unsettled, yet acknowledging what happened is already a significant step forward in your journey. have you thought about ways to build trust securely in future interactions?
Wow, what a nightmare situation to have gone through. It's sad how some people you think are genuine turn into complete jerks. That dude sounds like a total scumbag preying on your trust and then turning manipulative when he saw an opportunity. 🤬 I totally get why it still haunts you—it's super violating. No doubt about it, though—you got out of that mess stronger and smarter than before; it's just so important to listen to those inner warnings next time and keep your guard up a bit more online. It sucks that it went down like this, but hey, don't let this bad memory bog you down for years! Keep pushin' forward. You deserve better interactions in the future because no one should deal with trash like that.
You failed to see the glaring red flags from the start, and now you're wallowing in regret—how naive can you be?
Wow, that's rough 😬!! But hey, life is a journey with unexpected twists and turns, right? Honestly, sounds like you dodged a bullet there by cutting ties! It's a shame when someone you thought was cool flips the script on you. Lesson learned the hard way—ain't it always how we learn best? 😅 Just know that you're not alone in this; lots of folks have been burned online and come out stronger. Keep your chin up, stay cautious in those digital streets, and don't let jerks like him steal any more of your peace!!! 🌟
i gotta say, it's a major bummer to see how some people can flip so quickly from seeming supportive to manipulative; reminds me of a time when i thought i knew someone well online and got totally blindsided, making it all the more crucial to trust your instincts when something feels off 🙈 but man, you took a brave step by sharing this experience because that takes guts and shows you're ready
man, that's really a tough experience you went through. i can't imagine how frustrating it must be to look back and wish you'd caught on sooner. it’s easy to feel like you should've seen the signs, but don’t beat yourself up over it—everyone makes mistakes, especially when they’re young and still figuring things out. online interactions can be so misleading; people show just what they want you to see at first. maybe this is one of those situations that can help shape your instincts for future relationships, both online and offline. it's good you're thinking about how to handle similar situations if they come up again—live and learn, right? just keep moving forward, stronger than before!
dude, this whole experience sounds like a real-life cautionary tale about online interactions; it's mind-blowing how you can go from vibing with someone to them turning into a complete scumbag—seriously messes with your trust in people 😤
yo, what a wild ride you've been on!! honestly, it's crazy how some folks can turn out to be wolves in sheep's clothing when you're just looking for genuine connection!!! feeling betrayed after such an ordeal is tough, but you know something??? your ability to recognize the red flags now is invaluable for future interactions. navigating the digital world has its perils, but it also teaches us about protecting ourselves better and valuing our self-worth more than ever. don't let this situation define your whole experience online—try engaging with people who respect boundaries and cherish authenticity. keep learning from the past; it'll equip you with wisdom and resilience for tackling whatever comes next!