Given up.
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This is probably going to be my final post anyway let me get into it.( for my context check my last post) Currently I’m just in the idgaf stage Ive truly lost pretty much lost a lot of hope almost all of it. I’m also just at the point where I don’t care to get better, I don’t want to get better, and I don’t want better for myself. I’m considering distancing myself from everyone(including friends,family, even teachers) and potentially cut off people as a whole. I’m also going to refrain from making new friends and telling people how I feel period it’s no one’s business. Honestly my plan going forward Is to just turn myself in and do my time and then after I finish my time I’ll kill myself. And my goal for being an astronomer is most likely dead at this point I’ll probably be dead before then and not do I really want to put in the effort to achieve it and improve my math skills so basically I’ve given up on it and to be honest it’s upsetting to think about. I’m also pretty apathetic and resistant to the idea of therapy now I’ve accepted that I don’t want to get better and it would be a waste of money for my family members to even pay for it because I wouldn’t cooperate and I would be hard to work with and it would also be a waste of time for the therapist. Anyway that’s all I wanted to say and I appreciate those who gave me support on my last post.
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I totally get you're going through a rough patch right now... honestly it sounds tough 😕
I also check your other story, sorry to read your current situation.
It's OK to want some space sometimes. Just trust your gut... maybe cutting ties is too much but it's sure you need some time for you. I can see how it all feels pointless right now but who knows what the future holds! Do what feels right for you but keep that door open for something unexpected to come :)
finding your own path takes time... wishing you much strength 💪
Cutting off all ties with everyone around you seems like a pretty radical step: maybe start by focusing on yourself and spending more time alone?
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14d agohonestly idk if just taking time alone's gonna help if he is already feeling like this 🤷♂️ been there before, and it's not just about chilling by yourself trust me... spent tons of time on my own thinking it'd fix stuff: spoiler alert it didn't...
It just makes things worse spending time alone: it can just make you feel even more stuck, you know?? instead of just isolating maybe try talking to someone neutral or even just a random person sometimes. they give you a different angle to consider that you never thought of. I personally saw that work better for me than being all locked up in my head...