bruh i miss my ex and its all my fault
The story
look so there was this guy i was dating like since october ish and we were on and off a lot for like awhile okay maybe 2 months ago is when we like stopped being on and off so much. during the time i wasnt talking to him i met this other guy. now before i continue lets call my ex 1 and this new guy 2. so i started to really like 2 like a lot and i guess he started to like me as well. we didnt really define what we were but we would always say we were just friends right. so one night i was on a trip and i had an argument with 2 and i was just really sad and oh my god did i miss 1 so much. like i literally unblocked him and decided to text him . this was probably such a bad decision ever. after i texted 1 it was probably already really late at night so he didnt respond until the next morning. after he responded i started to talk with him a lot like A LOT to the point where we added eachother back on everything. now this was really bad bc i still was really in love with 1 but i kinda still had a crush on 2. a few days go by wtv wtv. and i was back from my trip so the night i got back i believe i decided to call 2. now it was like maybe 10pm around that time and sometimes when we call we just decide to screenshare and watch tiktoks wtv wtv. so anyway we were watching tiktok together until he told me to go to my ig dms. and i was like "what why?" and 2 continued to say "well i saw u followed u ex back, can u show me ur dms w him" now i obviously said no bc in the dms i was literally saying how i stilled loved him. so this proceeded for awhile of him asking to see the dms and i just continued to say no. then 2 threatened to block me or whatever and i was like what? now mind u i still had a crush on 2, it was really bad like i ended up blocking 1 and then wtv wtv happened. i fucked up so bad bro like idk WHY i listened to 2. but anyway maybe a few weeks go by later and i started to talk to my old friend and we didnt talk for awhile, lets call her 3 okay. so i started to talk with her blah blah and my ex came up into the topic along with her ex bc my ex and her ex are like best friends basically. anyway we started talking about them right until she had the smart idea to fucking re add him or whatever. so after that happens a WHOLE fucking gc is made bro. so my ex her ex and their other friend were in the gc. now 3's ex and the other guy start full on bashing me bro like being hella mean. now at this time me and 2 were arguing (again btw) so i didnt really gaf. i ended up leaving the gc bc i was just so upset over everything until MY EX added me bro. oh my god. so i added him back and we started talking. so at this point 2 was gone he blocked me bc i "did something wrong" apparently. and i was like yes now i have my ex back everything will be good. um no so after me and my ex start talking again 2 FUCKING ADDS ME AGAIN. oh my GODDD. it gets so bad bc now AGAIN i started to talk to both of them at the same time (NOT LIKE ACTUALLY TALKING OR WTV) and my feelings started going back to 2. so 2 knew i was talking to 1 but 1 didnt know i was talking to 2. so this was like really really bad. one day i was at school and 1 texts me and is like "yo why are u talking to 2 again i thought u were over with him" after i responded to this me and 1 had the biggest argument ever and he said "its either him or me im not doing this" and i said i was gna block 2 (which i never did and i WISH i did) so since i didnt block him in time 1 ends up unadding me again and i havent talked to him since. rn im kinda still talking w 2 but i FUCKING HATE HIM. like oh MY GODDD. hes so annoying hes literally so sensitive over EVERY little thing. like today he got upset bc i didnt snap him back right away. HELLO. bro i wish i was like born in the dawn of time bro where phone nd shit didnt exist so i wouldnt have to to this stupid streak nonsense. like when people say social media killed romance like it may sound corny but its so fucking true. irrelevant but, i really just want to get rid of 2 and start talking w 1 again. but i think 1 genuinely hates me. look idk what to do but i honestly might just block 2 and not end up talking to 1 bc i think i just need a break from like everything. like boy drama isnt worth it. but please i hope someone reads this so SOMEONE can answer my poll.
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bro, sounds like you're caught up in a soap opera 😮. seriously, why juggle with both 1 and 2? ain't no way you're gonna fix this mess by flip-floppin' between the two. ever heard of putting all your eggs in one basket? should have tried that with, maybe, just neither of 'em. sounds like you need a clean slate away from these clowns. and come on, blaming social media is a cop-out. it's you makin' these choices, not your phone. time to chill and think about what you really want and stop lettin' these dudes play with your head. trust, peace of mind is worth more than blockin' and unblockin'.
kinda sounds like you're stuck in a perpetual cycle of mixed signals and emotional turmoil 🌪️. it's like you're trying to conduct an orchestra without a baton, and the instruments just aren't harmonizing. instead of navigating these turbulent waters with 1 and 2, maybe it's time to anchor yourself and reassess what you're really hoping to derive from these interactions. relationships thrive on transparency and mutual respect, not this convoluted dance of on-and-off connections. consider this an opportunity for self-reflection and to hone in on what truly fulfills you. ultimately, embracing a period of solitude might help you garner the clarity and peace needed to make more constructive decisions moving forward.
sounds like you’ve been through the wringer with all this drama!!! totally get the back-and-forth feelings—relationships can be messy for sure. it's easy to get caught up in the chaos when emotions are running high. social media can really mess with things!!! sometimes stepping back for a breather is just what you need. focusing on yourself might help you find what you truly want out of this whole situation. keep your chin up—better days ahead!!! 😊
totally get where you're coming from. relationship drama can be exhausting. when you're in the thick of it, it's hard to see things clearly; social media definitely complicates things. sounds like taking a break from both guys might help you gain some clarity. investing in a little self-care could be the way forward. keep doing you! 😊