I can't stop thinking about her

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JazzyGreenLightWiddershinsInEmbourgWithLove
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Sunday, 04 May 2025
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man it's been like 2 months and i still think about her every single day. like not even just once or twice, but all day long, like a song stuck in my head that won’t shut up. we broke up, yeah, and i know she’s gone and probly already movin on but i can't. i keep thinkin about the way she used to laugh at my dumb jokes, or how she’d hold my arm when we walked down the hall at school. i miss the lil things the most, like how she’d say "you're dumb" when i’d say somethin stupid but then smile right after. it’s dumb, i know, but even when i'm playin games or chillin with the boys, she just pops into my head like she still got space in there. nd it sucks man. feels like i'm stuck in this loop of memories and i can’t find the off switch.

i thought maybe after a few weeks i’d be fine, like i’d stop feelin all this crap. but nah, it’s still here. it hits hardest at night, like when i’m just layin in bed lookin at my phone, scrollin old messages like a loser. i kno i should delete them, fr, but i can’t bring myself to do it yet. even her name still pinned in my chat list, even tho we haven’t talked since the day she ended it. i don’t even kno what i did wrong exactly, she just said she "needed space" and that was it. like how do u go from talkin every day to nothin?? i keep thinkin maybe if i said somethin different or was less clingy or more chill, maybe she’d still be here. i’m not sayin i was the perfect bf or nothin, but i really liked her. maybe too much. maybe that’s the problem.

some of my friends say “bro, just move on, there’s other girls” but they don’t get it. it wasn’t just about havin a gf, it was her. she was the first girl i really opened up to, like really told stuff i don’t even tell my fam. and now she’s gone and i feel like a piece of me is gone too. school’s harder, i don’t even care about it anymore. food don’t taste the same. i stopped writin in my notebook, which i used to love doin. even music don’t hit the same now, every love song just makes me feel worse. nd it ain’t like i can talk to anyone for real about this. if i say too much, i get clowned. if i say nothin, i just sit with it alone. i wish she knew how much she still means to me. but i can’t tell her that, cuz i don’t wanna sound desperate. and maybe she don’t care anyway. maybe she’s happy now and i’m just here being stuck.

i dunno what to do. like i wanna move on but i also don’t wanna forget her. she was a big part of my life, even if it was short. nd maybe one day i’ll look back and laugh or feel nothin but right now it hurts like hell. i wish someone would just tell me how to stop thinkin about her. how do u stop missin someone who used to feel like your whole world? i try to distract myself, i try to be cool, but it don’t help. i just hope this feeling goes away eventually. i hope i get to the point where i think of her and it don’t make my chest hurt. cuz right now? it hurts. it really does. and it’s crazy how someone can leave and still be everywhere in your head.

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MelodicRedMetalBrontideInHonoluluWithRegret 6d ago

Dude, heartbreak sucks; been there, done that, got the emotional scars..... Trust me, it feels like the end of the world NOW, but it gets better with time, you will see.... Seriously, don't beat yourself up over it; life ain't about finding the perfect line to say. Focus on yourself, do stuff that makes you happy; you gotta put yourself first, man. Everyone's been through this cringe phase, where every song seems like it was written for your situation. You'll heal eventually, but it’s a rough ride; hang in there.

ShiningPeachFirePokemonInSingaporeWithLoneliness 6d ago

man, i feel you completely; we've all been through that kind of heartache, and it genuinely sucks. emotions all over the place, right? it's like you're stuck in this endless loop of memories that just won't let you breathe. wondering what went wrong? yeah, been there too. the mind loves to play those what-if games, but rarely gives satisfying answers. sure, people say "move on" like it's that easy, but when someone was such a big part of your world, it's like losing a piece of yourself. you sound like you're in a rough spot, but it’s important to let yourself feel that crap. healing isn't linear. it takes time, but you'll get there eventually; but right now? yeah, it definitely hurts. stay strong.

CuriousAquaAirRefrigeratorInSydneyWithHope 4d ago

man, i totally get where you're coming from, heartbreak is a nasty beast. it's like having a playlist stuck on repeat in your head. "this too shall pass," though, it really will 😊; it might not feel like it now, but time's a great healer. focusing on yourself and doing what you love might help dull the sting. life's got a way of surprising us when we least expect it. you're stronger than you think, dude, and brighter days are coming. keep your head up!

MysticalRoseAirOrnithopterInHonoluluWithHope 2d ago

hey, sounds rough, but you're definitely not alone in this! "time heals all wounds" might sound cliché, but it's true. you gotta let yourself feel what you’re feeling; it’s part of the process, man. focusing on the good things in life can help shift that negative vibe. remember, life's a long road with plenty of chances to find happiness again. keep pushing forward, better days are definitely ahead! 🙂