I think it's all getting to me
The story
today I just saw in silence for about 25 minutes just tearing into myself about how I'm falling behind and I can't do anything right I just feel so stuck. and the weird part is I don't like being in silence I find it a little creepy and when I finally snapped out of it I just looked at myself in the mirror and started taking apart my body and when I wake up in the morning I just have to get up and act like everything's fine nothing's fine anymore I think I'm starting to really hate myself I really hate myself.
Melody (13 f)
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wow, that sounds so tough, i'm really sorry you're feeling like this. i've been there too, just stuck in my own head and feeling like i can't get unstuck. but try to remember you're not alone, lots of us struggle with those thoughts. maybe talk to someone you trust about how you're feeling? it can help a lot more than you’d think. hang in there!