I think it's all getting to me
The story
today I just saw in silence for about 25 minutes just tearing into myself about how I'm falling behind and I can't do anything right I just feel so stuck. and the weird part is I don't like being in silence I find it a little creepy and when I finally snapped out of it I just looked at myself in the mirror and started taking apart my body and when I wake up in the morning I just have to get up and act like everything's fine nothing's fine anymore I think I'm starting to really hate myself I really hate myself.
Melody (13 f)
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wow, that sounds so tough, i'm really sorry you're feeling like this. i've been there too, just stuck in my own head and feeling like i can't get unstuck. but try to remember you're not alone, lots of us struggle with those thoughts. maybe talk to someone you trust about how you're feeling? it can help a lot more than you’d think. hang in there!
I know every single bit of this. Just a little bit ago I was crying because I though it was all over. And no, everything isn't fine and honestly its quite horribly for me, but if you know, Alastor from Hazbin Hotel once said that If you keep a smile on your face they can't tell what you are going through. You can make it through this. As a 13-14 year old female teenager, it is always like this for me and no matter what I pick myself back up. I do relate to the first two sentences because that actually happened to me. I just stared into this screen for at least an hour, questioning everything and asking myself if I should do it or not. When I finally snapped out of it, I was terrified but all I could do was go to sleep. I hate myself too, but you can get through this. Trust me, music can help, sad or not. I really hope you can get through this and I believe that you can overcome this. Keep on living.
It's truly messed up to feel stuck inside your own head like that; 🤨 Silence can be creepy, but don't let it consume you. It's essential to find small things that remind you life isn't so dark. When everything feels heavy, take even the smallest step forward; you're tougher than you think.
Listen, I get the whole feeling like you're stuck; it's honestly exhausting, right?? But give yourself some credit 'cause getting through those moments shows resilience. I've been where you are and found it helps to focus on something that makes you genuinely happy or curious; even if it seems insignificant at first. Trust me, you're not alone in this; there's a lot more strength within you than you might realize!!!
Heyy , I've totally been there too, feeling like everything's crashing down. It's wild how our minds can spiral like that and yeah, silence can be super weird when you're trapped in your head; I try to remember it's okay to let it out somehow, even if it's just writing it down or talking it out loud to myself. Some days just getting up is a win in itself; keep pushing through, you'll surprise yourself with how strong you really are! 😊
It sounds like you're going through a really overwhelming time, and it's perfectly okay to feel that way sometimes. I find it interesting how you mentioned silence feels creepy; it can definitely amplify those negative thoughts when our minds don't have distractions. Have you ever tried creating some kind of background noise or music to help break the silence and soothe your mind? It might bring a bit of comfort or even keep those spiraling thoughts at bay for a while.
hey melody, sorry you're going through this. it's messed up how our minds can turn against us sometimes; but you know what? it's okay to feel stuck and frustrated, just don't stay there forever. try setting small goals for yourself; it'll give you something to focus on and might distract your mind from the negativity 😊
feeling like you're spinning your wheels and getting nowhere is seriously frustrating; 😕 i get that. but maybe consider focusing on small victories instead of the bigger picture, you know? not everything has to be perfect all at once; give yourself some room to breathe.
i sympathize with what you're going through; being trapped in your own thoughts can be quite distressing. it sounds like you're struggling with a lot of self-criticism and negative perception of yourself, which is understandable at your age as you navigate the complexities of growing up. perhaps examining the specific situations or events that trigger these feelings might provide some insight into why they occur; such understanding can sometimes alleviate their intensity. have you noticed any patterns or particular moments that make these spiraling episodes more frequent? reflecting on these could be a step toward finding ways to counteract them. remember, it's important to seek support when needed—there's no shame in reaching out for help.