Some days, i wonder, why doesn't anyone love me?.. i'm 21, trying to figure out life like everyone else. but what's the deal? it's like, i see others my age, having everything handed to them both relationship-wise and life-wise, and here i am, struggling just to get a second glance. isn't love supposed to be the one thing that sets our hearts racing? i mean, i try to put myself out there, but it never seems to work out. maybe it's just bad luck or the fact that i don't clearly see what's going on. who knows, right? it feels like i'm missing out on something that's supposed to be so natural and fulfilling. i'm just over here, raising an eyebrow and questioning what it is that i'm doing so wrong.

every time i try to figure it out, i hit this wall of confusion. 😕 is it me? or do i have this unwritten sign that screams, "not worth it"? i doubt i have, but who can really say? maybe i just don't fit the mold that everyone else is looking for, and that leaves me sort of stuck. 😐 sure, i'm independent, and all that jazz, but what's it really for if there's anyone to share it with? life can be such a curious thing…i confess that i find myself comparing to those around me, seeing all the love they get while i'm left empty-handed. is it weird that i think about this so much?

so here i am, swirling in a sea of uncertainty, trying to decipher this tangled mess... can anyone relate? it’s hard not to crave that one person who makes everything feel complete. seems like everyone has their person when i don't have mine. is it just me, or is this whole "finding love" thing more of a game than anything else? i just wanna know if there's a piece i'm not seeing or a clue i'm missing. by the way, if finding love is like playing hide and seek, then i'm definitely not winning. 😩 still, i remind myself to hang in there and not lose hope. surely, somewhere out there, there's someone for me too.

ending this vent to thank whoever stayed till the end. i guess i'm here asking all these questions to maybe grasp some sense of it all. does anyone else feel like you’re the only one not getting love? i'll keep on trucking, even if the road is a bit rocky. love's supposed to be worth it, right? i just want to believe that one day, i'll finally get to experience what it's like to be loved unconditionally. until then, i'll try not to dwell too much on why no one seems to love me. thanks for reading...

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