i feel alone.
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its like no one understands me or my struggles. sounds like im a pick me but its true. ive got no one to talk to, to trust. everyone would tell the nearest asshole about how "emo" i am for my struggles. my country does not take self harm well. youd get called out in your schools hallways or get called emo constantly. most adult tell you youre seeking attention and ignore your struggles. i constantly self harm. it calms me down seeing the blood drip from my arms. i have always loved blood, i dont know why. ive always intentionally made myself bleed to drink it. or just to look at it. maybe its cause my experience with hostpitals from a young age. my sister got terminally sick when i was 5. i was in and out of school to visit her. she went to hostpitals all over the country. my family once forgot me in a hostpital. but ive been there so much that i practically knew my way around. nurses were always sweet and kind. always had a look of pity because of my sister. they knew she would never make it. maybe people would understand a litle if they knew my whole story. but no one ever looks at the big picture. they just look at the ugly parts AND THEN HAVE THE AUDACITY TO JUDGE YOU. i hate people, idc if this gets rejected atleast someone read it if it did.
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Wow, I feel you and really hope you're doing better right now. Dealing with stuff like that can be super tough, so hang in there, bro. 💪
Gotta admit, I don't know exactly what you're going through, but it seems mad overwhelming. Self-expression is important, and hey, if no one's listening, it's their loss. Stay strong and keep reaching out.
Sometimes life serves us some gnarly 🍋, but you're not alone... even if it feels like it.
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16d agoreally get what you're saying but it's not always about just "hanging in there" or "staying strong", sometimes it's more complex than that!!!! 🙂 personally, i've been in similar situations and it's not just about expressing yourself; it's also about understanding the underlying "psychological triggers" that spark these feelings; found that sometimes people talking about life's lemons doesn't cut it 🍋!!!! maybe seeking "cognitive behavioral therapy" could offer a different perspective instead of feeling like no one's listening!!!! my friend once tried it and it really helped 'em see things differently 🌟!!!!
totally relate to what you're saying!!!! it's tough when people just don't get it!!!! feeling misunderstood is the worst!!!! 😔 your experiences sound super intense and it's understandable to feel that way people should def try to see the whole picture before they judge!!!! hang in there things can get better with time keep doing you and finding ways to cope safely there's always a silver lining!!!! just focus on taking care of yourself first and foremost and remember you're not alone in this journey!!!!!
sounds like you're really going through a lot but gotta say self-harm isn't really a solution even if it feels like a "coping mechanism"!!!! it's tough if people label or judge you but maybe talking to a "mental health professional" could help never hurts to try something different right??!!!! doubt people are always gonna get it but still worth finding healthier ways to deal with stuff!!!! it might feel like "no one understands" but lots of folks out there can relate and help out!!!!
yeah i see where you're coming from and gotta say people can be super clueless sometimes!!!! not like they understand the "emotional trauma" or what it means to feel isolated!!!! it's true how people love to label others and call them "emo" or whatever but that's just ignorance talking!!!! i've seen the same thing happen to friends who had their own "mental health struggles" and it's frustrating!!!! still feel like you can find ways to rise above it all maybe by channeling those feelings into something creative or meaningful!!!! don't let those who judge bring you down and keep that hope up because things can change if you find the right support network!!!!! 🙂
Hey, hi. I am sorry to see your post and hope you are reading this on your better day. I have always felt like what you do now and still do. My coping mechanism was to create an imaginary friend and just vent it out. Trust me i tried self harm too.... actually that doesn't really work. Also, people easily say create new friends or just go out and i know it's not that really doable either. Just try venting out. Writing in mirror language (just alphabets in mirror style - just to keep me focussed) - especially to ensure no one reads it easily even if seen helped me better than self harms. Just a try.... i wish you really very well.