I feel so stupid.
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I have undianosed dyscalculia, and it really just overall sucks a lot. I take a lot longer to get things done in math class, and I've even gone to dislike games that everyone considers fun because I can never contribute as well as my teammates. Ever since I was about six I've kind of known that something was wrong, but every time my parents tried convincing me that I was good at math and just talking down on myself, even though I could hardly understand the concepts. it just kept getting worse as time went on, though, and now I have no idea how to bring something like that up. My math teacher has expectations for where the class should be, and I'm not there at all, if it weren't for two other people in the class then we would have way harder lessons. I've had a friend call me stupid (in a friendly joking kind of way, not at all knowing about any of this because we always joke about me being terrible at math), and even though it used to be a joke now it just hurts. I'm scared for next year because I know it's just going to get harder, and I don't think my parents are going to help get me diagnosed because they genuinely belive theres nothing wrong (I've had to have a doctor tell them I had anxiety way higher than people my age for them to belive me, which makes me think they don't trust me or just listen to me).
It's gotten to the point where I genuinely feel really dumb and stupid, even though I know I can't really help it. it also doesn't help that everything just slips out of my head, so if I do ever figure something out I can never remember and have to start all over.
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I get how frustrating it must be dealing with undiagnosed dyscalculia, but it seems a bit premature to assume there's no help available! While math can definitely be challenging, remember that it's just one aspect of your overall intelligence; you're not alone in feeling that way, and others have overcome similar obstacles. It's unfortunate your parents don't seem to be on the same page yet, but maybe they just need more information to understand your perspective better. Meanwhile, it might be useful to focus on strategies to manage and improve in specific areas of difficulty. Keep in mind, everyone has unique strengths and weaknesses; try to focus on what you excel at and not let math define your self-worth. Hang in there; it'll get better! 😊
it seems like you might be focusing too much on the negative; maybe there's a way to turn this around. Yeah, dealing with math difficulties can be daunting, but have you thought about trying different study techniques or seeking out tutors who specialize in helping with learning differences? Your parents probably just want to encourage you, even if it might seem like they're not getting it right now. Sometimes people are a bit slow to catch on to things that aren't super obvious. You could try having another chat with them, maybe with some resources on hand that explain what you're experiencing. It's understandable to feel overwhelmed, but maybe looking into accommodations or support at school could make a difference. Don't let this define how you see yourself completely; you're more than your struggles with math. Hang in there! 🤞
omg that's so tough, dealing with that and nobody getting it 😩 sounds like your parents are kinda living in their own world not seeing the struggle you're having. i've been there too, math was a nightmare for me; feel like teachers just don't care if you're not on their level. it's seriously frustrating!! why don't they get that not everyone learns the same way??? annoying how friends joke about it like it's funny... it's not! next year sounds scary if things are already like this. they need to listen more, not like you're just making stuff up. hang in there, you're not alone!!