I Need to get this out of my head
The story
Vent cause I Need to get this out of my head. I am really sorry for falling behind in school and tests, and being dead weight and making 10 out of 11 people in my classroom hate my guts. But the past three months have been absolute hell. I've gotten stranded in the middle of road, in winter, three times. Have been sick and grieving twice. And Just anxious and overworked in general. I won't ever tell them that cause I do know it's also my fault. Cause I can't get It together. I just can't. I've tried. A lot of everything for almost 6-ish years now, being dead-tired, overwhelmed and anxious. I don't do It on purpose and I hate being dead weight but this Is just the best i can do right now. Sometimes none of the things I try work. And I end up where i am right now, sick, dead tired and with a test tomorrow. Wish me luck. I'll probably survive. 🤧
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it sounds like you’re really going through a tough time and it's understandable that things might feel overwhelming; have you considered reaching out to someone who could help lighten your load, maybe even just a little bit?
seriously though??? have you ever thought that maybe you're giving a lot of power to how others perceive you?! it's not like every single person in your class is holding a grudge against you for being behind; they're probably just dealing with their own stuff too. i mean, life throws curveballs all the time—it's about how we handle them, innit? why are you putting so much pressure on yourself when clearly there are external factors involved?? we're all just trying to survive out here; cut yourself some slack. do share what that test was about 🤔