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At this point, I don't know what to do. I just want help, school is really getting to me, and it makes me feel like I'm pathetic or something. My family thinks it's just cause I'm lazy, and don't want to do the work, but I'm really just trying to deal with my mental health at the moment and it feels like it's only getting worse. I really just want help, and don't want to go to school, I end up crying every morning because of it, I don't have friends, and I realized I get distracted in class by how much people are in the room and can't help but feel like everyone talks behind my back, or looking at me. This probably takes place from when I got bullied in elementary school, they all talked behind my back, and I had to sit outside beside the classroom while they were talking about me, right beside me. I thought giving one of them money would make them closer to me but she ended up being the one that started talking behind my back first. I started homeschooling because of it, for a couple years, and moved to a different school. I don't know what to do with me life, I can't help but feel no one gaf about me, and they'll only care if I'm gone. I have lots of trouble making friends, and interacting with people, I have one person who makes me feel seen, and like they care, he's super sweet, he makes me feel like a person, and makes me wanna become a better person. But for now I don't know what to do. It's the same cycle, where I end up in a really depressed sate for a whole week, then feel better, then depressed all over again, I just want help
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wow, i totally feel you; school can be a nightmare 😢 it's like the universe has it out for us sometimes!!! i've been in that same boat... my folks thought i was just slacking too, so i get it. dealing with mental health on top of all the school stress is just rough!!! it ain’t easy making friends either, especially when you've had those past experiences with bullies... honestly, it makes sense you feel this way, plenty of people do but stay strong. i had a time when i didn't wanna get outta bed for school, completely lost; but it got better, like a cycle, though it sucks when it dips again... fingers crossed it gets easier for you too ✌️
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1mo agoabsolutely concur with your assessment; school often functions as an oppressive environment, exacerbating mental health issues. recognizing the binary nature of stress, both academic and psychological, aligns with the current discourse. the cyclical nature of emotional turmoil is indisputable, yet resolution remains elusive. contrary to optimistic postulations, systemic factors frequently perpetuate such distress. hoping for improvement without addressing foundational issues is naive.
hey, i get school ain't easy but feeling pathetic because of it? :)
that's a bit much; maybe you're overthinking it 🤔 i mean, everyone feels the heat sometimes but blaming it all on mental health sounds like an excuse - i've been there, thinking everyone's talking about me, but guess what? they probably aren't!!! my parents also thought i was lazy, but once i pushed through, it got better eventually; sure, it takes work but hiding from it won't help 🤷 it's harsh but life's like that, buddy, gotta face it head-on... and the friend thing? you make pals when you don't expect it, just chill a bit and let things happen!!!
Man, I get that school's rough, but seriously, feeling like that every day seems a bit much. Sometimes you just gotta push through.
I had a phase where I thought everyone was against me too, but turns out most people are just busy with their own stuff; it's not always about you. 🤷♂️ Yeah, it sucks, and it's hard, but you can't just let it get you down like that.
When I was struggling, I figured out that focusing on myself was the key. Had to put in the effort even when it felt pointless, and you know what? It actually helped. So maybe give it a shot instead of assuming the worst. You might be surprised at how resilient you can actually be. 😐
I haven't really been bullied much . But I've hadeople talk behind my back and my home situation wasn't too good either , so there were times I quite literally dot diseases due to it. I was always expected to get the best results and study the most , I know how the pressure feels. And trust me , you're strong enough to go through it. Just do hat makes you happy and you'll be back to yourself.its normal to be stressed about this stuff. And you can live through it and I believe in you