im a worthless cunt
The story
i have many issues with myself, im jobless and burnout too easily, i betrayed my family and im not getting them back, i dont deserve one anymore, im mentally low capacity, i do fuck up the smallest things, theres no sign of change or progress, idk what to do but shit is wrong with me and it needs fixing, fast, if it can be fixed at all, or else im a lost cause
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Points of view
youre not a lost cause, youre just going through a hard time. its okay to struggle, you can pick yourself back up ^^
dude, you are not a worthless cunt!!!
when you say you betrayed your family, what did you do? :o
idk anymore, i been a asshole kid not listening and stuff then accuse my dad cuz he smack me and stuff for it, also im just an asshole to them all, and thats all i am to them now
the past is the past... you should try to re-establish contact with them and start from a better foundation :)
not happening, i think theres also problem with me from inside, like i dont trust them also, nothing will change i already fucked it, i should find a new family if i deserve one at all
how old are you? (can be a range if you are afraid to be recognize by people you know)
17-20
the good news is that you're at an age where you can completely reinvent yourself: you can focus on yourself, your own needs, move to a new place, make plans... and once you're comfortable in your own skin, try to reconnect with your family; there's always a way! (i know, it's easy to say... I'm usually an optimist, but everything I'm saying here is possible!!!)
TBH, i get the feeling of being the sole reason of what's currently happening in your life, but life does not wait. You can take small steps, maybe finding what makes you happy and motivated first, before trying to get out of the hole you're in. I don't know much about your situation, but know that random people on the internet hopes for your safety and well-being.
u just made me remember, life dont wait, me to slow, thanks for this, idk where to start tho