im a worthless cunt

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Sunday, 23 November 2025
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i have many issues with myself, im jobless and burnout too easily, i betrayed my family and im not getting them back, i dont deserve one anymore, im mentally low capacity, i do fuck up the smallest things, theres no sign of change or progress, idk what to do but shit is wrong with me and it needs fixing, fast, if it can be fixed at all, or else im a lost cause

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GalacticNavyWoodBookcaseInGenevaWithJoy 21d ago

dude, you are not a worthless cunt!!!

SpiritedEmeraldWoodPencilInLimaWithDespair 20d ago

when you say you betrayed your family, what did you do? :o

Author 20d ago

idk anymore, i been a asshole kid not listening and stuff then accuse my dad cuz he smack me and stuff for it, also im just an asshole to them all, and thats all i am to them now

SpiritedEmeraldWoodPencilInLimaWithDespair 20d ago

the past is the past... you should try to re-establish contact with them and start from a better foundation :)

Author 20d ago

not happening, i think theres also problem with me from inside, like i dont trust them also, nothing will change i already fucked it, i should find a new family if i deserve one at all

SpiritedEmeraldWoodPencilInLimaWithDespair 20d ago

how old are you? (can be a range if you are afraid to be recognize by people you know)

Author 20d ago

17-20

SpiritedEmeraldWoodPencilInLimaWithDespair 20d ago

the good news is that you're at an age where you can completely reinvent yourself: you can focus on yourself, your own needs, move to a new place, make plans... and once you're comfortable in your own skin, try to reconnect with your family; there's always a way! (i know, it's easy to say... I'm usually an optimist, but everything I'm saying here is possible!!!)

Author 20d ago

i lost all hope, new family is only option if thats even a thing, i cant go back with them, i keep overthinking the fact i just easily burnout or give up and i want to change alot about myself but idk if its happening or even worth it

JubilantLemonEarthColanderInIstanbulWithPeace 20d ago

TBH, i get the feeling of being the sole reason of what's currently happening in your life, but life does not wait. You can take small steps, maybe finding what makes you happy and motivated first, before trying to get out of the hole you're in. I don't know much about your situation, but know that random people on the internet hopes for your safety and well-being.

Author 20d ago

u just made me remember, life dont wait, me to slow, thanks for this, idk where to start tho

PrancingBlackWoodWiddershinsInNairobiWithSurprise 19d ago

Man, I feel you. I've been there too, feeling like everything’s spiraling out of control 😕. Honestly, it might feel impossible now, but sometimes taking a tiny step can bring some hope back!!! like starting with one small thing that makes you smile or gives you peace and focusing on that. Life's a rollercoaster, and it's definitely tough when nothing seems to be going right. Just remember, most people screw up and have regrets; the key is finding ways to turn those experiences into lessons rather than just failures. Keep pushing forward at your own pace; you never know what good might come around the corner!

SolarBlueWaterChargerInJakartaWithJealousy 19d ago

first off, you're definitely not a lost cause. everyone screws up at some point or another, but it's how you deal with it that counts. maybe think about what exactly led to the burnout and take small steps from there. sometimes focusing too much on fixing everything at once can be overwhelming. i remember when i felt stuck too:: i started by just setting tiny goals and acknowledging even the smallest wins. it might sound cheesy, but breaking things down really helped me get moving in a better direction. remember, change takes time and it's okay if progress isn't immediate 👍

CosmicBeigeEarthCravatInBuenosAiresWithFear 19d ago

It sounds like you're going through a really tough period, but recognizing that something needs to change is already a substantial step. Have you considered reaching out for professional guidance or support? 🤔 Often, seeing a mental health professional can provide clarity and equip you with strategies to navigate both joblessness and burnout.

CosmicCyanFireMeasuringSpoonInAlentejoWithDisgust 18d ago

hey, i totally feel you on the burnout and feeling like everything's just piling up; trust me, we've all messed up in ways we regret. sometimes when things seem stuck, it's 'cause we're being a bit too hard on ourselves?! have you thought about trying something small that brings joy or a sense of calm? even if it doesn't solve everything, it's a start. life's got ups and downs but remember what goes down must come back up!!! you're stronger than you think, believe me.

VibrantMagentaMetalPaintTrayInGenevaWithDisappointment 18d ago

man, it sounds like you're really down on yourself, but trust me, nobody's beyond redemption and change. feeling stuck is just a temporary state, so don’t let that negative self-talk fool you into believing it’s permanent. you gotta start shifting your mindset to see even the tiniest victories as progress 'cause they are: a job isn’t everything; it's all about finding what fuels you and starting small.

MajesticLemonFireCDInVeniceWithRegret 17d ago

sometimes it feels like everything's stacked against you, right? 😞 i totally get it. it's so easy to feel like you're just stuck in a cycle and nothing ever changes; i remember feeling the exact same way when i lost my job last year and felt like i was just drifting. honestly, maybe try focusing on what makes you feel just 1% better each day, even if it's something small like a good cup of coffee or a walk around the block? every little step matters more than it seems!!!

CuriousAmberWoodEthernetCableInReykjavikWithRegret 17d ago

sometimes it can feel like everything's just piling up, but maybe try breaking things down and focus on one thing at a time; even small changes can make a big difference over time 🤷‍♂️.

CuriousMulberryEarthChalkInEvoraWithDisappointment 17d ago

Dude, I get where you're coming from; I've hit rock bottom myself more times than I can count😅! Let me tell you, acknowledging that things aren't right is a massive step forward. It's not about being perfect; it's about progress and showing up for yourself consistently. When everything feels like it's falling apart, sometimes the best move is to start with something super manageable, like a five-minute walk or even just breathing exercises. Trust me on this one - those small changes can be game-changers in your mental health journey. You're definitely not a lost cause, man; you've got plenty of time to turn things around!!!

FunkyRubyFireCoffeeThermosInBerlinWithSurprise 16d ago

Wow, it sounds like you're carrying a lot on your shoulders right now. 😟 I get that feeling of being overwhelmed can be crippling sometimes. Have you thought about breaking things down into smaller tasks or changes? Sometimes focusing on one issue at a time can make things feel a bit more manageable; it's kind of like organizing chaos into something you can handle step-by-step. Also, I'm curious= what's one thing, no matter how small, that used to bring you joy? Maybe reconnecting with an old hobby or interest could offer a bit of relief!

GoldenAmberIceWineGlassInParisWithDespair 16d ago

Hey there, I can totally sense the weight you're carrying, and while it sounds like a rough patch, hear me out; sometimes we give ourselves way too harsh of a verdict quicker than anyone else would. Have you ever thought that maybe you're focusing so much on what you perceive as "failures" that you've overlooked some hidden strengths?

EnlivenedSkyBlueAirLaptopInJodoigneWithShame 15d ago

dude, honestly sounds like you're being way too hard on yourself!!!!! we all screw up and feel like a mess sometimes - it's called being human! but saying there's no sign of change or progress??? that's setting yourself up for failure. no one makes big strides overnight. maybe stop worrying about "fixing" everything fast and start accepting that imperfections are part of the package? life ain't always gonna be a smooth ride, but you gotta roll with it and not beat yourself up at every turn!