So recently i've started working at this bakery workshop, and honestly? it's been terrible???? Being trans has made things like ten times harder. People there just keep making fun of me all the time. I'm trying to do my job but the constant harassment is so exhausting! It's not like I can just tell them to stop since I don't want to draw even more attention to myself!

And then i come home thinking maybe it'll be a place where i can breathe, but no! My parents... they just don't get it??? i've tried so many ways to explain my situation but it's like talking to a wall, you know?? There's zero understanding or support in that house most of the time. Sometimes it feels more like i'm an outsider living with strangers instead of my own family!

Even when i go out elsewhere, it doesn't really change much. Friends drift apart because they can't deal with 'it'. New people won't stick around long enough because by then they've probably heard some twisted version of who i am! Makes me wary of trusting anyone new??? Tired of worrying about trust and betrayal.

Like always feeling misplaced wherever i exist... Wondering why nothing seems right anywhere anymore??? Am I asking too much for a little bit of acceptance & peace?! Or just wishing for something far-reaching?! 😞

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