i don't deserve to be happy
The story
hey, so i'm feeling really low right now. for a while, i got roped into one of those mlm schemes from herbalife. thought it was my big break. i figured, why not? tried recruiting everyone i knew because the higher-ups made it sound so easy. they always said: you get more people on your team, you'll make money faster. but it wasn't true for me at all. honestly, things just went sideways real quick. 😔 money was tight and doing this only made it worse.
trying to make ends meet, i pitched it to my family first. bad move... they believed in me and invested quite a bit because i was convinced we could all benefit together if we worked as a team. friends were next and man, it's crazy how much everyone's mood shifted when they thought they're sitting on a potential windfall! but then nothing happened... no booming income, no success story like promised... just awkward silences and questions i couldn't answer. just felt kinda taken in by the promise of it all but didn't stop sooner because quitting isn't my thing and holding out hope for something better took over logic completely sometimes happier days seem like a far-off dream.
