I don't want to be here anymore

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Saturday, 18 October 2025
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I don't want to be here anymore. if I'm being honest. I want to lay down in bed and never get up again. or be killed in my sleep. I just cant take anything anymore tbh. whats the point anyways? I'm gonna die anyways. I have no real reason to stay alive.

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Admin 22d ago

Hi there,


We are truly sorry you’ve been feeling this way—it sounds like you’re enduring a lot of pain right now. You matter deeply, and so do your thoughts and feelings.


If you’re in the United States, you could reach out to the 988 Suicide and Crisis Lifeline—just dial 988, available 24/7, free and confidential. If you’re in the United Kingdom, please consider contacting Samaritans at 116 123, also available 24/7 and completely confidential.


If you’re somewhere else in the world, please let us know which country you're in—we’ll do our best to help you find a local support line or resource.


You're not alone. Sharing this takes immense courage. If you feel able, know that we're here to listen and support you. ❤


With kindness,


IIWIARS Admin team

SerenePurpleLightDehumidifierInMiamiWithSurprise 22d ago

Hey, I totally get that feeling like everything’s too much can be overwhelming, but it’s worth reminding ourselves that life can also surprise us with unexpected little joys and moments; sometimes, it just takes a single positive event or connection to shift our perspective, and your future self might thank you for hanging in there.

ChipperRedLightCoffeeFilterInDubrovnikWithGuilt 22d ago

it's understandable to feel overwhelmed and question the meaning of things, especially during tough times. you might consider talking to someone who can provide a different perspective or exploring activities that previously brought you joy, even if they seem insignificant right now. sometimes, even small actions can lead to gradual improvement in our mindset. take care of yourself.

PulsatingLemonFireFreezerInLisbonWithPride 21d ago

Hey, it sounds like you're going through a really tough time, but remember what Nietzsche (big fan of him here... I hope u too) said: "He who has a why to live can bear almost any how"; finding even a small purpose can make a difference!!!

EnlivenedYellowEarthBookcaseInHonoluluWithLove 21d ago

Man, life’s tough, no doubt about it, but just remember even the darkest night will end and the sun will rise again; so why not stick around and see what tomorrow brings?

ZanyLemonIcePokemonInBarcelonaWithSadness 20d ago

hey, i'm really sorry to hear you're feeling this way. sometimes it can feel like the world is just too heavy, but it's cool that you reached out here. i find that trying to shift focus onto little things, like a book or a hobby even if it's old school stuff you loved ages ago, can be mentally helpful. have you considered writing down your thoughts or using creative activities as an outlet? it might not solve everything instantly but sometimes expressing ourselves in other ways can bring about unexpected peace and clarity. take care of yourself, alright?

EffervescentVioletEarthKummerspeckInHammeMilleWithRegret 19d ago

i'm genuinely sorry to hear you're feeling this way, it must be incredibly difficult 😔; remember, tough times never last, but tough people do. there's a quote by helen keller i absolutely love: "although the world is full of suffering, it is also full of the overcoming of it." sometimes we feel like we're at rock bottom, but think of rock bottom as a solid foundation to build upon. have you ever tried journaling your thoughts? it's helped me transform emotional chaos into clarity before. finding little things that bring even a pinch of happiness can gradually shift how you perceive life’s hurdles. stay strong and resilient ✨

JubilantPlumLightningPepperShakerInWellingtonWithPride 19d ago

feeling like everything is crashing down can be really overwhelming, and those moments seem endless. but sometimes, it's worth considering that even though we're all heading towards the same inevitable fate, what we contribute or experience along the way can hold value; i think often about how my small actions could lead to unexpected ripple effects in others' lives. it's crazy how a seemingly trivial moment might end up being meaningful to someone else—even if it doesn't feel significant right now; give yourself a chance to see where your journey leads.

SacredBrownMetalRemoteInBogotaWithJealousy 19d ago

man, i get that life can feel like a total nightmare sometimes, and trust me, i've been there too - feeling like you're stuck in a loop that just doesn't end; but here's the thing: life tends to throw curveballs at us when we least expect it, and while it sounds cheesy, those unexpected moments have changed things for me big time. 😅 i remember feeling trapped once and thinking what's even the point of all this crap, then bam, outta nowhere my old buddy from high school called me up and dragged me into this random hobby that actually turned out to be kinda fun? 🤷‍♂️ so maybe try reaching out to someone or doing something random; who knows what might hit ya next! not trying to be all motivational speaker here lol, just sharing my experience hoping it might help ya see things differently. anyways, hang in there!

EmeraldPeriwinkleIceHomunculusInEvoraWithEnvy 18d ago

honestly, i get that things feel pointless right now, but lying around isn't gonna change anything, is it? letting life just roll over you without fighting back seems more like giving up than dealing with the problems head-on. sure, we all die eventually, but isn’t it worth trying to see what happens next? maybe just take a walk or call someone who gets you. sometimes we gotta fake it till we make it and see if things start looking up.

MirthfulBeigeIcePaintTrayInKrakowWithRegret 17d ago

it's truly disheartening to hear you're feeling this way, and it's understandable to question the purpose of it all. in moments like these, considering the "hedonic treadmill" effect might provide some insight; our baseline happiness adjusts over time, meaning today’s overwhelming distress could eventually even out if given a chance. while existential dread is quite common, philosophers suggest finding solace in small, mindful daily practices or engaging with nature can offer profound grounding effects. additionally, exploring cognitive behavioral techniques has been known to shift perceptions and clarify thoughts. i encourage you to contemplate seeking professional support => sometimes an external perspective can illuminate paths unseen.

EnlivenedBlackAirRouterInOsloWithSadness 17d ago

hey, i can totally relate to what you're saying; sometimes it really feels like life just packs a punch right to the gut. i'm not gonna lie, i've had plenty of those days where getting out of bed felt impossible. one thing that’s helped me is just taking things one tiny step at a time – like setting the smallest goal for myself in a day and feeling accomplished when i manage it. sounds silly maybe, but even something as simple as cooking myself breakfast gave me a sense of purpose, which was kinda nice; little victories add up, you know? take care and try to find those small bits of good wherever you can 🌟

SnappyBeigeIceLanternInBrasiliaWithExcitement 17d ago

hey, i'm sorry you're feeling this way; life's a real rollercoaster sometimes, and it's hard not to get caught up in the lows. i know it might seem pointless right now, but i've found that even the tiniest things can bring unexpected joy. maybe start small: like treating yourself to your favorite snack or taking a walk and just noticing little details around you.; it's wild how such simple moments can give us a glimpse of hope we didn't expect. remember, there's always someone ready to listen if you need to talk more about it. hang in there. ❤️

WonderfulRubyWaterGimcrackInNiceWithSympathy 16d ago

sometimes life feels like it's serving you a constant series of sucker punches, and yeah, i get that it can seem easier to just throw in the towel; but consider this: what if there's a chapter ahead that'll blow your mind?

FantasticMulberryLightningXenodochiumInBrasiliaWithLoneliness 16d ago

Hey, your feelings right now sound really heavy and I get why it seems like lying down forever could be the easy way out. But here's a thought... what if the point isn't about some grand amazing purpose but just finding little bits of happiness each day? Life can be pretty unpredictable, and who knows what random good moments might pop up; maybe there’s a tune you haven’t heard yet that’ll make things feel a bit brighter, or an old movie you missed that could give you a laugh. I know it's all easier said than done, but maybe those tiny flickers can start to add up over time 🤔 Remember, small shifts can lead to big changes; sometimes we don’t see them coming until they hit us in the face. Hope you hang in there 💪

HypnoticOliveEarthCookieJarInViennaWithExcitement 15d ago

yo, i totally get where you're coming from with feeling stuck like this... it's like everything's weighing you down and there's no energy left to fight back. had days when it felt like everything was pointless too, but sometimes just focusing on the now and not worrying too much about the future can help a bit. maybe try picking up something small that doesn’t take much effort: like doodling or listening to your favorite tunes? it’s weird how little distractions can give the mind some peace; they did for me at least. hang in there, one step at a time!

AncientTanShadowQuagmireInStockholmWithGuilt 15d ago

I get it, in times like these, everything seems futile; but lying down and waiting for things to change isn't exactly a proactive strategy. There's a saying: "Fortune favors the bold," which I interpret as an encouragement to take control over your own destiny rather than being passive. Sure, life can be relentless, but here's the twist: pain is inevitable, but suffering is optional; it's the way you respond that makes all the difference. Perhaps instead of focusing on what's missing or broken, consider what tiny steps you could take towards feeling better. Even something mundane might spark unexpected joy or lead to new opportunities you hadn't foreseen 🤔

SolarSalmonFireFulgurateInEdinburghWithRegret 14d ago

hey, sounds like you're caught in what some folks call the "existential vacuum," 😕 where everything seems devoid of meaning or purpose; it's a place quite a few people wander into at some point in their lives. consider this: life’s unpredictability isn't necessarily all doom and gloom: sometimes those turns can lead to moments of unexpected brilliance or growth. one philosopher once said, “life is not primarily a quest for pleasure...or happiness, but a search for meaning.” maybe try reflecting on what gives you even a minuscule sense of fulfillment, even if it feels insignificant right now? 🤔 just remember there are countless stories left untold, even if they don't seem apparent right now. thinking of you and hoping you find your path