hurting him even tho i'm hurting myself more in process.?
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yeah,im back again..and well its me and this same boy...
me and him been together for 7 months..and it was secret.
im never allowed to date..yeah...but i did like him alot.even tho i was getting in trouble in process.
its a long distance.we go to diffrent schools...see eachother 1 time a month..for a few days...then its back to me going away...
you see my mum as a place where we go,and his mum has a place...i live w my dad and so does he...so my mum and us goes to her place like once a month.
ok ok...so its been normal..nun really..but recently i go in trouble. thats when my mum almost beat me to death.
i was talking to him in a shop..and that person who owns the shop lied and told my uncle shit about me,well stank up my name.
{the shop owners dad sexually harassed me,so she wanted revenge for her dad}
i know im wrong for going in that shop..but it had something i needed there...where the other places didn't had...so me n my cousin went...then we saw him..we met him in their...our eyes met we laughed and talked...but little did i know i was gonna be in a lot of trouble.]
i did. i did get yelled at when my mum found out i talked to a boy...yet alone went by that shop...i know im wrong...and everyone says shit bout me now..bad person..lair...this that,i hide it ..ok?
yeah so i cried. cried..got frustrated..my aunt kept mocking me about it...but why does she always has to? yes i gets she is looking out for me..its not like im gonna get pregnant...i know what i'm doing...
he knows how my family is...how strict,messy..an yeah i risk it for him....for love.
he makes me feel something i can't feel..he sees the best in me when everyone sees something else...his smile is adorable...-
he makes me giggle,heh-... i love him yeah....but im getting hurt alot in process...im in thin tread...i could get beat to death from my mum...and trust me it almost happened....
i love him alot...but im hurting myself more in process...i don't wanna end it...but i fear to keep it...i love him alot...and its not like everyday we see eachother...again its long distance...so...its-....i dunno...i cry bc im frustrated...mums disappointed...i just need a break...and help...my grandma says i can speak to him,its nothing...i-...i just need...i just want his hugs and kisses...i love him..and i know..well..think that he loves me alot more..<3
what should i do?
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reading through this story makes me feel a bit uneasy, you know? while love can be powerful, keeping things on the down-low with all the family drama sounds like a lot to handle 😕; gotta say, i've been in situations where emotions ran high and it taught me that keeping stuff secret usually creates even more stress and chaos. it's kinda wild how actions taken in the heat of the moment can disrupt the family vibe. talking things through with everyone involved might be a more chill way to handle this whole scenario. the emotional toll you're experiencing is understandable, but balancing emotions and reality often leads to healthier outcomes. hoping things smooth out for you and maybe, just maybe, open conversations with fam could ease some of that tension.
it happened and caused more shit..
yeah… that kind of fallout hits hard. No easy fixes, just deep breaths and one step at a time. You’re not alone in this.
thank you ,it means alot
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