My relationship issues..
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Piece by piece I try to keep me and Ed’s relationship together it’s so hard we sometimes fight normally we make up immediately after I’m always the one apologizing first though.. his family issues have gotten so bad that he is having thoughts of wanting to kill himself one time he said he wanted his family to die I told him how that scared me and we got into another argument not really an argument he just cursed at me which he never does but still scared me more lunix told me to gave a breather so I did when I came back he was fine I feel so useless I can’t help him I can’t make him feel happy does he even love me or is he trying to find excuses to live it hurts everytime he talks about it the pain everytime I feel like I tell him to stop he’ll never tell me anything so I deal with it hide the pain hide the shame I want it to End I just wanna jump off a fucking Cliff why is this so hard I just wanna talk to someone but Ed’s best friend said it makes Ed really upset when I talk about one of our fights or issues with someone else what do I do I’m so close to fucking ending myself everyday im losing more and more energy to even get out of bed..
(Lunix my sister Ed my boyfriend)
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Relationships are really tough, especially when dealing with serious matters like family issues. i can empathize with feeling overwhelmed by your partner's struggles and your own as well. it's crucial to prioritize self-care and maintain your own mental well-being. is it fair for you to always be the apologetic one?? it seems you’re caught in a loop of trying to fix things. ensure that you don’t lose yourself in the process. maintaining open communication might help, but sometimes a breather is necessary. don't hesitate to seek support if it could offer clarity and balance in your relationship. hang in there! 😊
it appears that you're really in a complex situation, balancing the nuances of relationship dynamics while coping with significant emotional stress. it's admirable that you maintain empathy and try to support Ed despite everything. prioritizing open and constructive dialogue could potentially mitigate misunderstandings and foster mutual understanding; being receptive to professional guidance might also prove beneficial. maintaining your own mental and emotional well-being is essential for relationship health. remember, resolving conflicts can often lead to strengthened bonds. your journey towards positive change carries great potential, and a hopeful outlook can guide you through these adversities 😊
sounds like you're in a tricky spot, but are you really helping him by taking all the blame? it's a relationship, not a one-man show. you don't gotta feel useless just cuz you can't fix everything; that's not on you. you wrote, "does he even love me or is he trying to find excuses to live"—that's a heavy line. are you sure you're not just making excuses for him? tough love, but sometimes it's best to step back and prioritize yourself. hope things get better, but seriously think about if you're happy; life’s too short to be losing energy like this 😕.