My story of him and my trauma from them
The story
I was so young at the time we dated I was only 12 when we dated. He was 16 at the time and God it was awful..looking back into that I was in a awful relationship. I'm now 16 and I regret everything I was ruined like I became so obsessive and it hurt me so bad I tried to harm myself. he was nice sometimes but he was my first love and I thought it was so real even if it was online. I dated him for maybe until I was 13 and through those years he tried to commit in front of me on call and even stabbed his side of his waist and made me watch him bleed until he finally went to the hospital. he told me it was okay to do things on camera and to make myself bleed and sick. he cheated on me and would buy me things and make me feel so hurt inside. once my parents found out and made me leave all socials and stop talking but of course I found my way back to him when I was 14 and dated him until I was 15 and a half but it was too late. it was weird that day I spoke to him he was all happy and was saying all different things than what he normally said, he lived close to me state wise so he also mentioned he was finally going to let go and see me if I followed his footsteps and I was so confused. that same week I was shattered because it was just all over at the age of 15 I was getting calls from his family saying he was dead and a call from the police apologizing. I was completely ruined and heartbroken but now that I look back on it I shouldve never gotten with him over and over but I was young.
(DISCLAMER I DONT MAKE SENSE BUT I AM JUST RAMBALING)
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sorry to hear what you went through, but it kinda sounds like you got stuck in a toxic situation 😕 maybe it's a lesson learned, tho. life is full of these ups and downs, ya know? it’s tough, but you can't let the past hold you back. glad you’re sharing your experience, but maybe focusing on yourself more now might help? just my two cents. take care 👍
hey, i'm sorry you went through that, but it seems like there are some elements that are a bit concerning. it sounds like you were in a pretty complex and precarious situation; although you were young, it's crucial to grasp the importance of healthy boundaries in any connection. understanding the long-term impacts of such experiences is vital, but continually reflecting on them might not always bring the closure you're seeking. acknowledging your past is part of the healing process, but focusing on healthier relationships moving forward could be beneficial. it's good you're reflecting now, which is a positive step for future growth and awareness. take care!
wow, reading this really hits home. i totally get why you felt trapped in that situation; it's amazing how relationships can impact our mental health. i remember being in something similar and it's scary how that emotional manipulation happens so subtly. you definitely did your best given the circumstances. it's hard to process these experiences, but it sounds like you've gained a lot of insight. focusing on healing and setting boundaries can really help moving forward. we can't change the past, but it does make us wiser; you’re on the right path, keep going 😊
can't believe how challenging that must've been for you. totally agree with the part where you mention, "i was young," because being young often means learning through tough experiences. i was in a similar spot once, where someone told me it was "okay" to do things i wasn't comfortable with. it's hard to see it in the moment, but those situations shape us. you're right about regret though; it’s easy to look back and wish things had been different. glad you shared your story, keep focusing on healing and growth 🤗