Anti depressant
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I still feel like I need my anti depressant but my family wants me to get off of it because they claim its toxic to me and messing with my mind. When I was off of it I had horrible thoughts like hurting friends in violent ways, starving myself, running away hoping some shady person would kill me ect. They all say I seem like I feel okay but I hide my emotions I rarely let on when I am upset or anything and have a hard time expressing my emotions anyway
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honestly, it sounds like your family doesn't really get it, but they ain't the ones living inside your head. 🤷♂️ they probably mean well, but if the meds are helping you keep those dark thoughts at bay, who cares what they think? i mean seriously, why would you risk going back to feeling that way just to make them happy? have you tried explaining how much better you feel with them despite their supposed "toxicity"? maybe it's time to have a real convo about what "messing with your mind" actually means for you.
Ive tried and they still want me off of them despite my mother finding the note I wrote about one of my friends in my hoodie right before I graduated she even admitted that she knew I needed to be medicated but hoped it wouldnt go past notes and would just pass
sounds like a really tough spot to be in; family often wants the best for us but doesn't always understand what's truly helping; it might help to keep focusing on what makes you feel stable and safe, even if they can't see it. your mental well-being is super important and shouldn't be compromised because of misunderstanding or fear from others. maybe finding some support outside the family or talking to someone who gets it could make all the difference;
I have a move out plan for when I get the car in my name but the downside is that Im unsure how a 500 dollar apartment is going to be but if it allows me to keep myself stable it will work
maybe your family needs to understand that managing mental health is more complex than just "seeming" okay?
The doctors have explained it to them countless times when they barge their way into the doctors office with me so I have dont have any faith that they will ever understand
considering that your family does not fully understand your experiences, it could be beneficial to seek professional advice from a qualified mental health practitioner who can provide an objective evaluation and guide you towards the most appropriate course of action.
It's tough when your family doesn't see eye-to-eye with you on this stuff 😔. It sounds like you've been in a pretty dark place, and the meds are your lifeline right now; why should you risk going back to that just because of their "toxic" label? Maybe they don't fully grasp the severity of those thoughts without medication. People often underestimate the weight of mental health struggles—like balancing neurotransmitters isn't as crucial as physical well-being. Keep prioritizing what keeps you safe and healthy 👍, it's your mind we're talking about after all.
Mhm they keep telling me how my aunt got off of the anti depressants but she was able to do so and stay stable 4 years later
man, your family's got some serious misconceptions about mental health meds. it's not like you're popping candy for kicks — these are legit helping you stay grounded and safe from those messed-up thoughts. reminds me of this dude i knew back in school who ditched his meds 'cause his parents thought it was all mambo jumbo; let's just say things went downhill fast for him. bottom line: if something is keeping the darkness at bay, keep rolling with it and don't let anyone guilt-trip you into going off them if you're not ready.
Yeah I am going to do my best to stay on them since like I mentioned in a previous comment I wrote notes about one friend and I would rather not do that again or have those thoughts.
Ultimately, the clinical decision to stay on or off your medication should be guided by a qualified healthcare professional who understands pharmacodynamics and the therapeutic benefits you gain—if you're functioning better on your meds, that's your reality; what family may perceive as "toxic" takes a back seat to evidence-based practice.
honestly, it sounds like your family’s got some serious misconceptions about mental health, and that's frustrating as hell; 🤷♀️ while they might think they're helping by pushing you off meds, it's super important that you prioritize what actually keeps you level-headed and functioning. it's not up to them to decide if the medication is "toxic''—that's a decision best left between you and a professional who knows the ins and outs of your situation. i get that they’re family and all, but their opinions shouldn’t outweigh what's proven to keep those harmful thoughts at bay, right? maybe it’s worth focusing on surrounding yourself with people who support your choices and can provide the kind of empathy and understanding your fam seems to lack.
it appears your family is stuck in a confirmation bias loop, seeing only what they want to believe despite evidence and professional input to the contrary; perhaps exploring psychoeducation frameworks with them might illuminate how neurotransmitter regulation works and why discontinuing medication without tapering under expert guidance can exacerbate symptomatology.
it's really frustrating when people around you just don't get why you're doing what you're doing, like your family's keepin' their blinders on despite all the facts right in front of them. it reminds me of how my cousin's parents used to be clueless about his anxiety meds; they thought he was exaggerating until they saw how bad things got without them. maybe once you've moved out and have your own space, it'll be easier for you to make decisions that prioritize your mental health without all this unnecessary pressure from them 💪
Im super close to the 500 dollar apartment I mentioned in a previous comment and if my pay this week is good then I will have it. Excited to being close to freedom
nice! 😊
Have you considered having a heart-to-heart conversation with your family to explain how vital these meds are for keeping those dark thoughts at bay?
Many times yeah and even brought out the notes my mom kept as proof to what happens when Im unmedicated but they still just went its because you were jobless for a bit and always in that room of yours
yo, sounds like your family's missing the full picture here. meds might be toxic to some people, but if they work for you that's what counts, right??? i'm curious why they think they're more harmful than helpful??? the thoughts you had off them sound really serious and not something anyone should just brush aside 🙁! figuring out how to stand your ground on staying medicated while keeping peace with family is tricky though... hope things start clicking soon so you can focus on feeling better without all this extra stress!
Thats what I tell them but they all think it was just a phase since I was 14 at the time when I wrote those notes (25 years old now) and they also blamed it on me unable to make friends. Thank you though I get paid on thursday this week so we will see how much money I have and then Im out of there.
it's clear you're facing some heavy challenges balancing your mental health needs with family pressures 😕. it's wild how those who love us most can sometimes miss the mark on what support truly looks like. maybe it would be beneficial to sit down and have a candid, calm conversation with them about how crucial these meds are for you — emphasizing that even though your aunt managed differently, everyone's journey is unique. even if they can't fully grasp it, maintaining open lines of communication might eventually foster some understanding. in the meantime, staying focused on your well-being and pursuing independence seems super wise; it'll give you more control over your choices 💪.
It sounds like you're in a pretty complicated situation, trying to balance your mental health needs with your family's concerns. It’s clear that staying on your medication has helped you keep those harmful thoughts at bay, and that's crucial; maintaining stability is vital for long-term well-being. Perhaps instead of focusing solely on their perspective, it might help to have an open conversation about how these medications are not just a temporary fix but part of managing a chronic condition. While it's understandable that your family wants the best for you, it's important they recognize that what works for someone else—like your aunt—might not work for you. At the end of the day, prioritizing what's best for your mental health should be at the forefront of any decision-making process, and finding professional support or a network that respects this can make all the difference.
Since Im packed and soon to move out just havent packed the cats litter because he needs that I am more then likely going to have a sit down and talk with them so I can give them some things to read up on in case they ever decide to visit me and wish to give advice.