Growing up, my life was shaped significantly by my parents' decision to become foster parents. At 34, I can recognize the admiration such a path deserves—they sought to provide a lifeline for children who desperately needed support and a stable home. Yet, through their benevolence toward others, I often found myself sidelined. They branded me as self-sufficient, someone who didn't require as much attention, which in reality meant that I often went unnoticed.

This sense of neglect extended to the smaller joys of childhood, such as gifts. Presents meant for me from my grandparents quickly became communal assets within our bustling foster home. However, my grandparents noticed this imbalance and shifted their approach by giving me experiences instead of tangible gifts. I have fond memories of trips to Disneyland with my paternal grandparents and exciting visits to New York City thanks to my maternal grandparents.

When presented with this solution, my parents attempted to redirect the funds set aside for these trips to household expenses, but I pleaded with my grandparents to keep things as they were. This was one of the few areas of my life where I felt I could retain some sense of personal priority.

By the age of 17, I had already moved out. I completed high school early and entered a trade—thanks to some help from my grandfather, a union member. It's been 17 years since then, and I've constructed a stable life for myself.

My parents, on the other hand, continue to struggle. The physical, emotional, and financial toll of caregiving for foster children has left them worn and in dire straits, despite the subsidies they receive. Recently, they reached out to me for financial help. However, I declined, knowing any assistance might likely be funneled towards the foster children still in their care rather than addressing their own needs.

In response, my mom expressed profound disappointment, lamenting that she expected more from me considering how they raised me. I couldn’t help but retort that from an early age, I largely had to fend for myself. Even my grandparents, who have always been supportive, now find themselves financially drained, partly due to loans given to my parents over the years.

My wife sympathizes with my standpoint but believes that my refusal may be too harsh. Meanwhile, my mom accuses me of harboring childhood resentments, and I’ve ceased communication with my dad, presuming he continues his old habits of repurposing my belongings for the foster kids.

In a hypothetical scenario on a reality show, this dynamic would likely stir a range of reactions from the audience. Some might sympathize with my decision to safeguard my financial stability and recognize my need for independence from a family dynamic that often overlooked my needs. Others might view my actions as vindictive or overly harsh, suggesting that family should support one another regardless of past grievances.

Should I help my parents financially?

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