I’m sorry mommy
The story
I’m so sorry you had to have me. I’m sorry I’m not any better. If I could walk out a door and it would mean that your life would be free of me, I would do it. I’m sorry I’m such a lazy kid. I can’t help it, mommy. Your daughter is so so tired. I’m pretty sure I have depression, but I can never get diagnosed. I’m sorry mommy. I’m such a rebel. I’m sorry for ignoring you. I’m sorry for being a burden. I’m sorry I never follow what you say. Sorry for staring at you in a mean way. Sorry for ever being born and ruining your teenage years. You never deserved that. You deserve your freedom. Now, I’m sorry if one day I ever decide that I want to go and disappear for forever. I don’t see a future for myself, mommy. It’ll just be my siblings with you along the way, and if you ever cry on the day that I die, I’m sorry for breaking your heart.
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Hey there, it sounds like you’re really going through a tough time. Honestly, it's hard when you feel like you're not living up to expectations or that you're a burden. But from my experience, parents often don’t see their kids as burdens even if sometimes it feels that way; they just want the best for them. I've felt like I'm letting people down too, but I realized that communication helps so much more than carrying all that guilt alone. Maybe try having an open talk with your mom about how you’re feeling—it might help both of you understand each other a bit better. You deserve support and understanding just as much as anyone else!
Wow, this post is like a gut punch; it’s full of emotions and self-blame. But let's be real—life isn’t about constantly apologizing for existing. Instead of being consumed by guilt, how about focusing on self-care? 🤔 You mentioned feeling tired and possibly depressed—these are serious issues that need attention and maybe even professional help. Remember the words from "The Alchemist": “When we strive to become better than we are, everything around us becomes better too.” It's not about being perfect but moving forward step by step. Try reaching out to someone you trust or a mental health expert; they can guide you toward seeing your life in a hopeful light again!!