My mom deserves to be raped by a horse because she's a slut
The story
Does anyone remember this: https://iiwiars.com/health-and-wellness/fuck-everyone? I spoke to my mom. She said, "I know you were angry when you messaged them. I'm not mad at you. I know, I know it's very difficult coming to school and no one, NO ONE, wants to speak with you. Can you do anything about it? Can I do anything about it? I can speak to a teacher and assign you a buddy, but you don't want that (I told mom I didn't want because they'll speak to someone else). Plus, you guys only speak in break for 15 minutes (we actually have break for 20 minutes), most of the time you're studying and when those kids do whisper in class, the teacher scolds them. You will find people, maybe in 3 months, maybe in 6 months, maybe in a few years. But you have me, and you can speak to me about anything, I'll listen and I won't judge!" Shut up, it's been 7 years. You may listen when I rant and put your own thoughts, like the Phantom Blood, but be a mother. I'll never find a friend by the next few years, because nothing exists. Fuck you. Actually fuck a horse. My mom should be raped by a horse. SHe's a liar who doesn't wanna admit she hates me so she wants to ruin my life. No matter the fact my gut is crying and wanting to go back to her, logically, she's neglectful. She should be raped, killed, and dumped away. Because she's a bad parent. Fuck her. Fuck her so so much. She should die. She deserves it, right? She's abusive, right? She's not a friend, right? My gut is fucking wrong, right? I'm not gonna hurt her. And even if I did, I'd still be caught in the future somehow. But I am gonna abandon my family when I'm in college, because family slows you down. I deserve to help them with nothing, ditch them away, and the last thing I'd message them is "Fucking die". People anyways don't need their parents to live, they anyways fucking slow you down. I want to leave home by 20, go to some random place, and wish them "Fucking die and get fucking raped because you all are piggish sluts sent from Hell", because my parents are fuck-tards who are abusive little shits who deserve to die and rot in my fucking syphilis-infected vagina. No, in someone else's rotten vagina, because I'm better than them! I'm a god, you hear me!? And anyone who also agrees the world is trash, and humans deserve to die, let's be friends! Let's start a fucking group, because we only see the truth!
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Wow, that's some intense emotion you're expressing there; I can sense there's a lot going on. It's pretty clear that you're feeling isolated and unheard, which must be really tough to handle. Your mom seems like she's trying in her own way, even if it doesn't completely hit the mark for you. Sometimes parents don't fully get how we feel because they've got their own experiences as a frame of reference, but it doesn’t mean they’re totally against us?!?!
I know it's hard to see now, especially with everything feeling so overwhelming and raw, but please keep in mind that not everyone will let you down forever; sometimes connections happen when least expected. Maybe consider giving your mom's support another shot or find other ways to connect with people who understand where you're coming from. It sounds like you have strong opinions about what family means and your future plans: those are valid feelings to explore; just remember that finding safe outlets for those emotions can make a big difference too 🌟🤝
Alright, let's get real here. Look, I get the anger and frustration coming through in your words, but blaming your mom for everything might be a bit unfair 🤷♂️. Not gonna lie, parents can be annoying and totally out of touch sometimes… I’ve had my fair share of "WTF moments" with mine… but wishing harm upon them is just too far. You say you're better than them; well then act like it! Maybe redirect some of that energy into proving you can rise above all this BS instead of spiraling down into a hate pit.
The world isn’t always garbage; sure, it feels like it sometimes (totally been there) but there are people out there who genuinely care if you give 'em a chance. Hell, I've found more kindness in strangers on Reddit than I ever expected. Just think about what you really want long-term and maybe try finding someone who gets it without all the flaming rage ❤️
You yourself even admitted my mom's evil! I'm better because I'm more empathetic!
hey, i totally get the frustration and feeling like no one's on your side; it's a real kick in the face when it feels like everyone's against you 😑. but here's the thing, cutting ties so drastically can end up hurting more than helping; sometimes burning bridges leaves you stranded without options. you talk about being better and knowing the truth: maybe channeling that into building something positive could be the way forward;
it's not always easy to see past all this anger and pain, but maybe try finding one small thing each day that doesn’t completely suck 🤷♀️. sometimes the world's crap, no denying that, but it's not entirely made of garbage; there's good if you're willing to look for it.