Obsolete
The story
I love lying to myself.
“It’s for me, so I can be happier!”
It’s for him, because I didn’t want it to become toxic.
“I’m not mad!”
I’m pissed, but with myself.
“It’s ok. I don’t care anymore. they’re all in my past!”
My hands are shaking.
It wasn’t you.
It was me.
It was all me.
I’m right here.
Can’t you see I’m waiting?
I took too long.
I ventured to far.
While you were waiting.
So does that make me the monster?
Does that mean I’m in the wrong?
I was the problem, hiding all along.
M y h a n d s a r e s h a k i n g .
If I could take us back, if I could just do that
And write in every empty space the words “I love you” in replace
Then maybe time would not erase me
If you could only know I never let you go
And the words I most regret
Are the ones I never meant to leave
Unsaid Emily
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sounds like you're in a bit of a self-induced spiral here 😅 it's easy to get trapped in the cycle of blame and regret, but remember that introspection should be constructive. "our heads are round so our thoughts can change direction"—use this insight to navigate your emotions positively. you've identified areas for growth, which means you’re already on a path to improvement. keep focusing on becoming the person you aspire to be without being too hard on yourself. there's always room for redemption and reconciliation if you approach it with sincerity and authenticity!
Hey there, sounds like you're being really hard on yourself! 😔 It's tough when you feel like everything's your fault and all, but remember every story has its own side. We’ve all had moments where we wish we could hit the rewind button; Honestly, I've been in a similar boat before and it helps to cut myself some slack. Mistakes happen and they're just stepping stones for better days ahead. Hang in there—there’s always room for change and new beginnings!