Shitty life
The story
I'm quite a sensitive person, I saw this video where this guy with his family, spread his mom's ashes into the lake and it spelled out "love" idk why but I started crying, even now, I'm tearing up. I think that's how my sadness started today. I feel ugly but not super ugly, I don't have a boyfriend, I have one online friend but we don't talk much, I have other online friends but those guys are trying to get with me or just being odd. I think I just need a boyfriend. I think I just need a hug or someone genuine to hang out with. I made a new online friend today but it feels fake. It all feels fake, I only talk to my friends when I'm in a good mood or just try my best to be friendly and all but during my worst moments, I don't have anyone. Who would love me or like me like this? I'm not supposed to burden them with this. I also feel insane. Maybe I'm just undiagnosed or something, idk.
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Hey, it sounds like you've got a lot on your plate right now 💔. It's okay to feel overwhelmed sometimes; those emotions are valid. Needing connection and genuine relationships is totally normal—you deserve someone who understands and supports you. Remember, you're not a burden for wanting that! Things will get better with time 😊.
it's totally normal to feel a rollercoaster of emotions, especially after seeing something as touching as that video. sometimes what we witness can trigger deeper feelings within us that we aren't even fully aware of. building genuine connections, whether online or offline, takes time and patience; just because one interaction doesn't feel real doesn't mean the next won't be meaningful. it's important to remember that everyone's got moments where they don't feel their best, and reaching out for support isn't a burden—it's human nature. you might find comfort in exploring activities or communities where you can meet people with similar interests organically.