why tf does every1 hate me
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i fucking give up bro, everyday im called ugly, when i moved away from a shit country i lived in where ig ot choked and heavily physically bullied and r@ped i thought i escaped, i didn't. verbal bullying, i hate myself. got myself a ED cause of thos fuckers. i even stopped doing SH n now its started again, i got r@ped again of course. fuck this fucking bullshit. i know im ugly, i know im dumb. those fucking narcissists. i genuilny give up. im failing everything, my dads sick, my moms depressed and hates me, same w my dad, my friends hate me and i try to be what they want me to be, and i do that but still they hate me. im brown, im the odd one out, imt he ugliest. god i hate ts. what i've been through. i thought if ucking escaped but no god just hates me doesnt he. whatever. bye. i havent slept i nfucking days. iahte insomnia. i hate people.
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wow, sorry to read that :( in which country do you live and in which countries have you been??!
i used to be in pk & us, now im in uae but its still so ass 💔
Man, I get that you're going through hell right now, but honestly, you gotta stop letting these jerks control your life. Yeah, life sucks and people can be total assholes, but you need to believe you're more than all that; when I was younger, I used to think everyone was out to get me too. It's easy to fall into that trap, blaming everything around you, but the only way up is to focus on what you can change. Trying to be someone you're not just to please others is exhausting and never worth it. Sure, things are rough, but there’s gotta be something small that makes you happy, you know? Lean into that and start taking little steps to care for yourself. You deserve better than this garbage, and you’ve got the power to get out of this hole. Keep your head up 😊
ugh ily i'll def try to focus more on myself more, alas i only have 1 year left with these assholes then im gone forever, thankusmm i just had to let my thoughts out for a sec !
your story sounds rough :( skin color or being the "odd one out" doesn't mean you're doomed. take a hard look at what's in your control. seriously, why let them win??? stop giving them so much power and start focusing on your own growth. there's more to life than what these haters say, you know?? 🌟
I'm really sorry to hear what you're going through. It sounds incredibly difficult, and honestly, no one should have to endure that kind of trauma. You're absolutely right that bullying and abuse can leave lasting scars. It’s easy for outsiders to say just move on, but those feelings don't just vanish. I've seen people close to me go through similar trauma, and it's tough to watch. Your struggle with being the "odd one out" resonates, as I've felt that way too at times. While it's hard to find immediate solutions, I think you deserve to focus on healing at your own pace. It's clear you've been strong for too long; take care of yourself. 🌼
I'm really sorry to hear what you're going through. It seems like the world has been unbelievably harsh, and you're carrying a heavy load. It's completely natural to feel crushed by the weight of everything that's happened. The bullying and trauma you've faced are genuinely difficult, and it makes sense that you're feeling trapped. It sounds like you've been caught in a cycle where negativity and pain keep surfacing, even when you've tried to escape it. I can see why you'd feel like there's no escape, given everything you're dealing with, from family issues to being targeted for things you can't change, like your ethnicity. It's as if life keeps throwing one thing after another at you, and it's exhausting. While I agree that these struggles are overwhelming, I hope you find even a small glimmer of hope to hold onto.