I don't care about anything
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man, i dont even kno what to say. like seriously, nothing matters anymore. i wake up, i do what i gotta do, i go to sleep, repeat. its all the same, every day. nuthing exciting, nuthing different, just the same boring ass life over and over. people talk about goals n dreams n all that bs but like, what for?? u work ur ass off just to be tired, just to pay bills, just to end up at the same place. so why even bother. i tried to care, i really did. but caring just make things worse bc u get disapointed, u get hurt, u get stress over things that probly dont even matter in the long run. so i stopped. now i just do what i need to do to get thru the day, nothing more, nothing less.
ppl say oh u just need to find somthing u love but what if i dont love anything. like fr, theres nothing that make me wanna get up in the morning. job? boring. school? waste of time. hobbies?? dont even have those anymore. use to try stuff, sports, music, even stupid things like learning to cook or whatever, but i sucked at all of it so whats the point. why keep trying when u kno u gonna fail. and dont even tell me "just work harder," bc working harder dont mean sh*t if u have no talent in the first place. so yeah, i gave up. not like in a dramatic way, just like, i dont put energy into anything anymore.
i see ppl all excited about stuff, making plans, talking about there future like they actually got things figured out. good for them i guess. but i dont see that happening for me. future just seem like a long ass road of more of the same bs. wake up, work, sleep, repeat. its like life is some game i never wanted to play but im stuck here anyway. so now i just stoped pretending. stoped acting like i care when i really dont. maybe one day somthing will change, maybe not. honestly? dont care either way.
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i truly empathize with your sentiments... monotony can indeed feel overwhelming... however i must gently disagree with the notion that nothing matters... life often unfolds in ways we might not predict... personally i have experienced phases of apathy... yet found that interests evolve when least expected... purpose can sometimes be obscured... hidden within everyday nuances... in my own journey i discovered that small incremental changes created a ripple effect... unfurling new passions where there once seemed none... although it appears futile... every effort contributes to our personal growth and resilience... though the path may seem monotonous now... unexpected change is often just over the horizon... perhaps consider experimenting with different perspectives... it might unveil unexplored dimensions within the quotidian routine...
man, i feel you life's a drag, isn't it? same old thing every day, nothing new. "life's a game we never asked to play," right? 😒 i had enough of that, too. wake up, do the grind, go back to sleep, repeat. what's even the point? they say follow your passion, but what if there's no passion to follow? i tried it all, like you, sports, music, but who cares if you ain't got the talent? just another setup for disappointment if you ask me. folks with big dreams, good for them, but not everyone gets there. life's just one big tiring loop, man. yeah, i'm with you, can't pretend to care anymore.
hey, i get where you're coming from, but i gotta say, life ain't as bleak as it seems; sure, it can feel repetitive, like you're just going through the motions, but there's always room for change, even in the tiniest ways.. honestly, sometimes it's about seeing the little victories in everyday stuff rather than giant leaps!
maybe the routine feels boring now, but finding some joy in the simple things could make a big difference? life is unpredictable, and surprises can come from the most unexpected places... yeah, it's easy to feel down when things don't go as planned, but every new day brings a fresh start and a chance to discover something new or exciting 🔄 i'd say keep your chin up, because you never know what things might look like just around the corner..
I sooooooo feel this!! My literal routine is wake, dress, work, clean, sleep. I don’t hang out with friends, I don’t eat out, I don’t catch a movie, I don’t go to the beach, vacations — I don’t even know what those are. Life is hard and disappointing. I don’t scroll through social media because I literally don’t care about the fake lives of everyone online. I’m just here existing until I’m not.