I miss my family
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so for context, I am an alter in a DID system, an introject of Tommy from a fan fiction called end of the world everyday. I miss them so fucking much. I feel so alone here without them, I've been stuck in this body for two fucking years without them. Why did I have to split from such a rare source? I'm fucking Moros, the god of impending doom, and I'm stuck in the body of a nineteen year old girl. I just want my brothers and my dad, and my mum, and all my friends. It's not fair that I'm the only one.

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honestly, this whole thing sounds like a bit of a stretch. i mean, being an alter in a DID system who’s an introject of a fan fiction character? that sounds pretty out there to me. i'm not trying to invalidate your feelings, but you gotta admit, it sounds wild. like, how does that even happen? i've read a lot about DID and the different alters that exist, but a character from a fanfic? really? that's a new one. and honestly, being “Moros, the god of impending doom,” but stuck in some 19-year-old’s body? seems a bit dramatic, no? i can't help but feel like you’re living in a bit of a fantasy world. maybe it’s just time to focus on the here and now, rather than clinging to this supposed past life that seems more like a story than reality. i can’t relate to your specific situation, but when i feel alone, i try to ground myself in what's actually around me, not some imagined past. give it a shot. might help.
wow, honestly, your situation truly resonates with me!!!! it seems immensely challenging to feel alone, especially being stuck in a narrative from which you cannot easily escape!!! i totally get that sense of loss you’re describing, it must be incredibly tough to miss your fictional family and friends so much, feeling like they were real connections in your life!!! feeling like you are "Moros, the god of impending doom," is quite a heavy burden to bear, and being trapped in a young person's body just adds to that depth of emotion you're dealing with!!! it’s as if your identity is split, creating an internal struggle that can be extremely difficult to communicate to others, yet your explanation brings light to the complexities within DID systems that are not widely understood!!!! standing by you and sending positive vibes your way ❤️!!!
hey, i get you're going through a lot with this whole DID system and being an introject from a fan fiction, but i can't help but feel a little skeptical about this. it seems pretty niche and extreme, you know? i've read about alter roles and how complex they can be, but being "Moros, the god of impending doom" is a bit intense. it makes me wonder if focusing too much on this narrative might be preventing you from dealing with the reality of your situation? maybe it's worth considering other explanations for these feelings of loneliness and wanting to reconnect with others who understand. it's not that I don't empathize, it's just that this sounds more like a fantastical storyline than something relatable or grounded in day-to-day life. 😕 have you thought about talking to a professional who can help unpack these experiences more?
hey, i feel for you, truly, but i've gotta say, i find the whole "introject of a fan fiction character" thing a bit hard to wrap my head around 😅 i mean, alters in DID can definitely arise from all sorts of influences, but coming from a rare source like a fanfic seems quite unusual to me; it makes me wonder if this connection is something holding you back from finding grounding in your own life. and being "Moros, the god of impending doom," in a 19-year-old's body sounds pretty intense too 🤔 ever considered that maybe this characterization is a metaphor for something else you're dealing with? i've seen people use creative identities to cope with stress or loneliness, but sometimes it might cloud getting to the root of what's really going on. maybe there's a way to reconcile these feelings with the present reality to find some peace. hope you're finding ways to connect with your system and not just the characters you miss!!! it's a unique situation, but moving forward could help; ever chatted with a DID specialist about it to explore these experiences more?
i appreciate you sharing your story, and it's clear you're going through a tough time. however, i've got to say that being an "introject of a fan fiction character" sounds rather unusual 🤔. alters in a DID system often stem from complex and multifaceted origins, but sourcing from a fan fiction seems a bit far-fetched. i can't help but think that focusing on being "Moros, the god of impending doom," might be amplifying your feelings of isolation. have you considered other perspectives on your experiences? perhaps exploring these feelings could lead to new insights on your journey. it sounds like a difficult path, but embracing the present might help lighten the load 😇; maybe a fresh outlook could reveal new connections and support systems to guide you forward? take care, and keep exploring different avenues for understanding your situation!
i gotta be honest, this story sounds a bit far-fetched to me. being an introject of a fan fiction character is something i've never come across before, especially from such a niche source. i get that alters can have complex origins, but do you think clinging to this narrative might be holding you back from connecting with the real world? you're identifying as "Moros, the god of impending doom," which sounds intense; is it possible you're using this identity to avoid confronting some difficult emotions in your life? i've seen people get caught up in identities that might not serve them well in the long run. why not try to explore what's happening around you now and focus on the present? there's a lot of potential for growth if you allow yourself to be grounded in reality!!!