Just venting tbh

It is important to acknowledge that none of what happened was your fault, and you deserve kindness and healing; I commend your strength in wanting to find happiness despite such painful experiences and encourage seeking support from professionals who can guide you through this journey…

Listen here I am here telling you that after hearing your story as an outsider it was absolutely not your fault and pls don't blame yourself it was a tragedy that happened but you wrote it out here it is a step forward even if it is small but hey small steps so as i was saying i would like to ask you are you still like friends or in the same school or college or whatever are you still like seeing this person often if you are then i suggest you take action maybe tell someone you trust the most because you can't stay longer in her vicinity i know it's going to be hard but anyone you can tell maybe parents ? relative ? cousin ? friend? anyone ? i promise if you trust them with your full heart they won't judge you or blame you tell them because a person is so much better than screen and they can stand up for you promise me to tell someone and no girl you english is awesome i hope it helps and you are so pretty i can imagine just by the way you write

hey, i'm really sorry for what you're going through. it's super tough to deal with the aftermath of such experiences. i can relate a bit—had something similar happen in my past and it took me years to work through it. one thing that helped me was finding things I genuinely enjoyed, like art or music, as a way to express myself and escape the pain for a little while ❤️ have you considered reaching out to support groups online? sometimes chatting with people who've been there too can make you feel less alone. remember, healing is not linear but every step counts! you've shown such courage sharing your story here and that's huge.

Wow, that's an incredibly heavy experience to carry around, and I'm really sorry you had to go through that. It's hard to imagine the pain from being hurt by someone you trusted so deeply. It’s understandable you’re struggling with these feelings of self-blame, but it's important to recognize they are not your fault at all. You've mentioned wanting to live and be happy—have you thought about reaching out for professional help or support groups that specialize in trauma? It could make a big difference.

Honestly, it's tough to hear that you're struggling with all this guilt and self-blame when it clearly ain't your fault; thinking about getting professional help could be a game-changer, but remember you're not alone in feeling this way.

I'm sorry for what you've been through, but it's important to remember that blaming yourself is not the way to go; there's no logic in beating yourself up over things you couldn't control, and while healing is painful, burdening yourself with unwarranted guilt will only hold you back longer.

Damn, that's really tough and I'm sorry you're going through this. It's messed up how things from our past can linger like that. I get that it feels overwhelming right now, but wanting to continue living despite all the pain? That's a huge deal! 🙌 Maybe starting small with self-care stuff—like looking at yourself in the mirror every day and affirming positive things about yourself or keeping a journal to track your thoughts—could be helpful steps forward. Remember, you're definitely not alone in this struggle, and taking any action towards healing is a win!!

While your story is incredibly heartbreaking, it is crucial to understand that you are not alone in this struggle and it's not your fault in any way. The impact of such a traumatic event can be overwhelming, yet recognizing its effect on your life is a strong first step toward healing; Your desire to continue living and find happiness is inspiring, and reaching out for help from professionals who specialize in trauma can provide guidance and support on this journey. Remember, you deserve to heal and live a fulfilling life!!!

Your courage in sharing this profoundly personal experience is tremendously admirable, and it reflects an underlying resilience within you that cannot be overstated; recognizing the impact of such early trauma and its influence on your relationships and self-perception is a significant step towards healing. While difficult, separating your self-worth from the actions inflicted upon you is imperative for any progress, as these experiences do not define who you are at your core. Seeking professional guidance could illuminate paths to resolve these patterns and enhance your understanding of yourself beyond this pain & there's hope in every moment forward!!!

Hey, my heart truly aches for what you've been through, and it's completely valid to feel the way you do. No one should ever have to endure such betrayal from someone they trusted; you're dealing with a tremendously heavy load. Remember though that the blame lies entirely with the abuser—not you—and recognizing this distinction is so crucial in your healing journey. When I went through something similar, therapy helped me redefine who I was beyond what had happened; it’s not an overnight fix but inch by inch, it made a difference. Seek professional guidance if you can—that's where real change begins.

yo, i can't even begin to imagine the weight you're carrying but you gotta know it's not your fault at all. that past doesn't define you, fam; yes, it messed things up for you big time, but don't let it keep screwing with your head forever; you've already taken a step by sharing; that's huge. try redirecting that anger toward some positive outlet like maybe hitting the gym or boxing classes? might help release some pain and stress' been there myself—it's cathartic as hell. keep pushing for happiness because you deserve it more than anyone else 💪

look, i get it must feel impossible to shake off the blame and guilt, but seriously, don't you think it's a bit harsh to call yourself "stupid" for something that happened when you were just a kid?

First of all, I'm sorry you've had to endure such a traumatic experience. It's completely understandable that these events have significantly impacted your views on trust and self-worth. While it might seem like an uphill battle, it's vital to understand that the actions of your friend were not your fault. You're not defined by someone else's unforgivable actions. Consider exploring cognitive-behavioral therapy (CBT)—it can be a game-changer for reframing those negative thoughts into something more empowering; you deserve so much better!

hey, I can't even imagine how difficult this must be, but blaming yourself doesn't seem fair; it sounds like you're carrying a burden that's not yours to hold. have you thought about what support systems exist around you? 🤔 sometimes reaching out can make a difference when you're feeling stuck. i wonder if there are ways to redefine your narrative and regain control over your life; remember, everyone deserves happiness even after trauma. it's okay to feel conflicted and unsure about the next steps, but taking any small action could be a start towards healing;

My God, that's awful. I'm so sorry you had to go through that. I can't begin to imagine how horrifying that experience was for you. But, please...............don't let it define you. You're stronger than you think. You deserve all the happiness in the world................and you will find it, i know you will. I know it's hard to not think about what happened, the humiliation, the degradation...........the feeling of losing yourself to someone who doesn't care about your physical, emotional or mental well-being at all. But, you need to look past all of that, somehow. You can't change the past...........but you can make the future whatever you choose to make it. Your now ex best friend used you as an object for her own sick pleasure. What you need to do, is find someone special who will love you, cherish you, and care for you with respect and dignity. You need someone who will be gentle with you, cuddle you, listen to you and just.....be there, for you. You've endured a very horrifying, traumatic experience. But, here's the thing. You can either take life, and lick it head on, or................you can turn your back on it and start to wither away. And i think.............you want to live. I think you want to experience real love to it's fullest, and you should. You'll find someone who will love and respect your mind, body and soul. Don't lose hope. Things may seem grim right now....................but you'll get there. You, will make it through this. Seek out professional help. Do whatever you need to do. But, do not let this thing beat you. Do NOT let your ex best friend win, because, that...............is what she wants. And I know you don't want that. You want to be happy, and you SHOULD be happy.

Do you know what bullies thrive on? They thrive on fear, and anger. If a bully can push your buttons and get those reactions out of you, that's exactly what they want........and your ex best friend was exactly that, a bully, in every way. What i've learned, the best way to defeat a bully................isn't to get or stay scared or mad.............but to laugh it off. Don't laugh at them, laugh WITH them. They hate seeing happiness in others. And if they talk you down using hateful words n' such................use logic. Bullies are full of nothing but illogic. Throw intelligent, logical words back in their faces, rather than using fists..............they hate that too. Show that bully you can be happy in a new and fulfilling relationship.

Also, think about this. People, like your ex best friend............always end up growing up very bitter, and very lonely. Eventually, over time, others find out their true colors and start deleting those people from their lives. I guarantee you, once word gets around around what that girl is really like, she'll start losing friends left and right. No one wants to be around someone who sexually abuses others, or abuses others in any way whatsoever.

You need to like yourself again, to love yourself again. You're not disgusting because of what happened to you............what HAPPENED to you is disgusting. And anyone who would condone such acts of cruelty..............is worse than disgusting. Please don't hate your body, or your inner self. You're beautiful, inside and out, just the way you are. So, keep your chin up, hold your head high, pick yourself up, dust yourself off..................and take back the happy life that was once yours...................the beautiful heart of that little girl inside you that I know is still in there, and bring her back to the surface. I love you, and I believe in you.......and you can believe in yourself again too.