Just venting tbh
The story
So I was sexually assaulted, abused and groomed at a very young age by another minor she was my best friend and everything she did to me I struggle with being hypersexual and suicidal + I cannot like myself or be healthy in a friendship with anyone I keep hurting the people around me and I am a very very bad person she made me this version of me and to this day I think it's my fault for being naive enough to let her ruin me I still look at that little girl and think she's so stupid she's getting beaten up on a daily, bullied, humiliated, forced to think she's disgusting, ugly and whatever else you can think of the night I got assaulted it was the only time I was allowed to sleep at her house she was weird the whole day making me change in front of her because girls must show each other everything I made it clear I didn't want to and it led to her taking off my shirt and fondling me this night ruined my sexual drive I have an addiction now and I absolutely feel disgusting and hate myself my body and my life but I want to continue living and to be happy so if anyone is reading this please help me through text (sorry for little to no punctuation and shitty grammar I am not from an English speaking country)
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It is important to acknowledge that none of what happened was your fault, and you deserve kindness and healing; I commend your strength in wanting to find happiness despite such painful experiences and encourage seeking support from professionals who can guide you through this journey…
Listen here I am here telling you that after hearing your story as an outsider it was absolutely not your fault and pls don't blame yourself it was a tragedy that happened but you wrote it out here it is a step forward even if it is small but hey small steps so as i was saying i would like to ask you are you still like friends or in the same school or college or whatever are you still like seeing this person often if you are then i suggest you take action maybe tell someone you trust the most because you can't stay longer in her vicinity i know it's going to be hard but anyone you can tell maybe parents ? relative ? cousin ? friend? anyone ? i promise if you trust them with your full heart they won't judge you or blame you tell them because a person is so much better than screen and they can stand up for you promise me to tell someone and no girl you english is awesome i hope it helps and you are so pretty i can imagine just by the way you write