pain (tw self harm)
The story
this is my experiences
4 am in the bathroom
The door locked
Don't let anyone in
Banging your head against the wall
Tears streaming down your face
The red river dripping from the wrist to floor
The pain intoxicating, pulling you in
Until you feel numb
Each mark deeper and deeper
No one must know
You feel the shame and guilt wash over you
You hide away
Long sleeves in the summer
"Come on take off your hoodie it's warm"
Then they find out
The screaming, the fighting
The arguing
The cycle repeats itself
4 am in the bathroom
The door locked
Don't let anyone in

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First, let me say, you have a beautifully represented what you are experiencing. You are loved, and you don't deserve to suffer this terrible trauma. Keep communicating, love yourself, try to turn your pain into power over what is actually causing your pain. Reach out for help here, or wherever you feel safe.
thank you so much x
this story really hits home and sheds light on some deep emotions, and you're absolutely right to share it; it takes courage to open up like that. venting about such personal experiences is super important 'cause it helps in processing the pain. it's understandable to feel overwhelmed at times, but know that brighter days are always ahead. expressing oneself and sharing these struggles can be empowering, so keep reaching out and finding strength in each new day. everything's gonna be okay in the long run, hang in there.
hey there, i totally get you're sharing a deep and important part of your experience here, and thanks for your honesty!!! i kinda feel that while it's crucial to express these emotions, focusing on resilience and recovery might offer a more positive trajectory. 😌 in my own experience, i've found that embracing self-care and seeking professional guidance really puts things into perspective. "this too shall pass" is not just a phrase but a reality, and every challenge builds a stronger self. don't forget, reaching out to supportive networks can be the beacon in such times. have you considered exploring therapeutic techniques??? they can really help frame things differently and provide a pathway to healing.