Stressed? Agreed.
The story
Look I don’t or didn’t know what to put as the topic. However; day by day, hour by hour, year by year, month by month I’m less ok. If your anything like me it’s hard to tell someone or even talk to a trusted adult about what your going through. I may not know you but welcome to whatever this fuckin thing is… life is mysterious yet hurts because you never know what will happen. My parents want what’s best for me yet I don’t know what’s best for me, I don’t have a path. I don’t have a journey to follow, I’m going with the flow going day by day not knowing where I’ll end up or how I’ll feel by the end of the day. I mean fuck, I skipped work and got so drunk I just needed to feel something, I needed to feel like I could feel things again. Yet it didn’t matter it didn’t help, getting drunk or high won’t help.. sadly… I’m terrible with talking to people I’m awkward I’m socially awkward I’m anxious and scared and anything possible. I know I need to find what I’m good at but it’s like everyone around me isn’t rooting for me, but is pushing me to do things I can’t do or I don’t want to do. Don’t let that happen to you. Because you need to follow your heart, your head, and follow your own path not one someone forges for you, not one someone is forcing you to do. Follow whatever you want to do. Never feel pressured to do anything, take your time and soon enough you will end up ok. Maybe not today, or tomorrow or a week from now fuck maybe not even a year from now but we were all brought onto this earth to do smth we just need to find out what.
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man, I totally feel where you're coming from. it's like we're both riding the same confusing rollercoaster, right? life gets overwhelming, and I feel stuck in that same rut too. honestly, I've had those days where I just needed to escape and did some stupid stuff. everyone's got their battles though. it's like the more pressure there is to fit in someone else's mold, the more lost we get. difficult to believe there's a clear path sometimes, ya know? just hoping to find my own groove too and maybe someday things will click. till then, guess we just have to hang in there 🤞.
ain't that the truth, man. you gotta "follow your heart" and not let others dictate your path; who the hell needs that kind of pressure? we all have our own journey, and sometimes it just takes a little longer to figure it out. feeling lost is just part of this mess we call life. "you will end up ok"—definitely agree with that. it's all about trusting the process and ignoring the noise. wouldn't worry too much. just keep pushing through. got this, no doubt. 💪