ugh man

it's understandable that when you're not feeling confident about your performance, it can be hard to push yourself to practice. but seriously, dude, not wanting to be around just because of a music event is a bit extreme, don't you think? everyone messes up a performance at some point, it's hardly the end of the world. it's like avoiding the inevitable dissonance in any musical piece, you know? maybe trying to do the best with what you've got isn't such a bad thing after all. just get up there and try your best even if it's going to be a train wreck. life goes on, and this is just one small blip in the grand orchestra of life.

it's important to remember that "every artist was first an amateur." while it's natural to feel overwhelmed, dismissing your efforts might not be the best approach. wouldn't you say that participating and gaining experience is far more valuable than any "rating" you might receive? could it be that this event is more about your personal growth than an immediate result? even if you think your solo isn't perfect, the learning process itself is incredibly significant. perhaps, looking at this as a stepping stone rather than a final verdict might alter your perspective.

dude, totally get it. sometimes practicing for a thing like that feels like pulling teeth. i remember once thinking "what's the point if i'm not good enough", right before bombing my own performance. it's tough when you're not vibing with music or life right now. honestly, if you’re feeling "done" with it all, that’s a mood a lot of us have faced. sometimes you just gotta say screw it and let tomorrow's mess be tomorrow's problem. Pressuring yourself about a pathetic rating when you already feel like crap just ain't worth it. life’s throwing punches, but you gotta roll with 'em.