why do i feel high?
The story
Why do I feel high all the time? This is a puzzling question that has left me with more questions than answers. Ok, I smoke weed sometimes. Let's be clear: it's ONLY during nights and weekends. Yet, here I am at work on a random Tuesday afternoon feeling like I'm floating in space. Why is this happening? It's not like I'm lighting up at my desk (obviously), so why the perpetual haze?
I admit I've looked into this phenomenon quite extensively, wondering if there might be some scientific explanation behind it. The logical side of me can't help but wonder if there's something else affecting my brain chemistry or metabolism that's making these feelings linger into my otherwise sober hours. Maybe some sort of residual effects from prolonged usage are catching up to me? Or could it be related to stress hormones that mimic the 'high' sensation, as I've read in various health articles?
People often throw around terms like 'psychosomatic' or 'habitual dependency,' but what do they really mean in this context? Am I just experiencing phantom sensations because my mind is playing tricks on me after regular weekend indulgences? Is this an issue others have experienced too, or am I alone in this bizarre predicament? Again, no answers, just more endless conjectures!
Perhaps it's worth considering whether there's something environmental contributing to this state of confusion. Could it be poor air quality at the office triggering mild euphoria-like symptoms without any illegal substances involved? The kind of thing you might hear about in anecdotal reports across the internet.
All these thoughts leave me feeling both exasperated and skeptical. There's always a chance that I'm overthinking everything (a classic move) and maybe I should just chalk it up to fatigue or mere coincidence; yet...here we are with no conclusive evidence pointing one way or another!!! Does anyone else feel like they're living in a fog even when they're supposed to be clear-headed?
