why do i feel like i'm going crazy?
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lately, i feel like i'm losing my mind!! everything seems to be spiraling out of control and the smallest things that used to roll off my back are now completely overwhelming. like, why do i constantly lose everything in my house??? it's as if there's some sort of conspiracy or something against me...my keys? gone. remote control? vanished into thin air. toothbrush? absolutely nowhere to be found!!! it sounds ridiculous but has anybody else had these moments where you question your own sanity?!
what's really driving me nuts is how i've started to convince myself that maybe i'm just not trying hard enough? idk, like it suddenly requires a ton of energy just to keep track of simple stuff and handle normal everyday tasks. i find it so hard when every little thing seems doomed from the start; like a never ending battle! it's almost as if life's ordinary clutter has become this huge obstacle course. people say ‘mind over matter’ but HOW when you're surrounded by chaos, right??
some days i even wonder if it's all in my head or am i genuinely slipping up more than before?? sometimes, the thought creeps in that maybe i'm not quite as organized or on top of things as i used to think i was...i mean everyone misplaces things occasionally but for me it feels persistent and alarming! 😔 anyway, just needed to vent wondering if anyone else can relate or has dealt with similar feelings?