Yeah, I'm fine. No, I'm not.
The story
I don't wanna feel a thing. Talking about makes me sick. You've got therapy and I"ve got no regrets. Yesterday I slept till sunset. Woke up on my bedroom floor again. I can't even count on half the people that I call my friends. Rolling through another blackout. I don't gotta act like I'm ok. Everything got better when I realized nothing matters anyway. I don't want your bad advice. Keep that baggage to yourself. I could show the whole world my scars. But that'd probably scare them all away. I would rather take another hit, put on a band-aid. I need help. I NEED HELP. I'm too STUBBORN to ask myself. I'm so tired, I'm unwell. I'm too broken to fix myself...
Don't know how much more I can take
I just know that I need to get better.
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hey there, thanks for sharing your story 😊 it sounds like you’re going through a tough time, and it’s totally relatable feeling overwhelmed by these complex emotions; sometimes life throws too many curveballs and it's hard to keep our footing. it's commendable that you’re so self-aware of your feelings and the challenges associated with reaching out for help; having those thoughts and actually expressing them are two huge steps towards finding tranquility. i think many people can relate to facing insecurities about their scars, both visible and invisible, but it's often surprising how understanding people can be when you open up. while self-reliance is admirable, sometimes letting others in can be quite therapeutic, even if just in small doses. remember, personal growth is an iterative journey and it's totally okay if you're not perfect or feeling okay all the time. it sounds like you have a strong sense of resilience, and i genuinely believe that acknowledging a need to get better is an incredible first step. keep pushing through; moments of clarity will come, and you'll see the brighter days ahead 🌟
hey there, just read your post and wow, i totally feel you on this one! 😳 it’s like, sometimes everything just piles up and hits like a ton of bricks, right? “everything got better when I realized nothing matters anyway” really resonates; we’ve all been there, thinking it doesn't really matter but deep down we know it does a bit. sounds like you’re juggling a lot and it makes sense you’d feel so drained. venting is like therapy in itself, and trust me, you ain't alone in this. maybe taking a tiny step back can help to recharge those batteries. always good to keep things in perspective and remember you’re tougher than you think 💪 hang in there!
Hey, I've just read your story and I've got to say, I really feel you on this one. It's like when everything feels overwhelming and the noise just doesn't quiet down; sometimes it seems like there’s no way out. 😞 I totally understand that reluctance to reach out for help—I've been there myself. It can feel like everyone around you wouldn't get it or would just run away when they see the real scars. Honestly, it’s a struggle maintaining that facade when everything beneath is a whirlwind. I've found moments where I think nothing matters, just like you described, and those reminders can be both liberating and terrifying; you’re not alone, though it may seem like it. Life always has a way of presenting unexpected turns. Hang in there, and know your feelings are valid. 🤝