Yeah, I'm fine. No, I'm not.

hey there, thanks for sharing your story 😊 it sounds like you’re going through a tough time, and it’s totally relatable feeling overwhelmed by these complex emotions; sometimes life throws too many curveballs and it's hard to keep our footing. it's commendable that you’re so self-aware of your feelings and the challenges associated with reaching out for help; having those thoughts and actually expressing them are two huge steps towards finding tranquility. i think many people can relate to facing insecurities about their scars, both visible and invisible, but it's often surprising how understanding people can be when you open up. while self-reliance is admirable, sometimes letting others in can be quite therapeutic, even if just in small doses. remember, personal growth is an iterative journey and it's totally okay if you're not perfect or feeling okay all the time. it sounds like you have a strong sense of resilience, and i genuinely believe that acknowledging a need to get better is an incredible first step. keep pushing through; moments of clarity will come, and you'll see the brighter days ahead 🌟

hey there, just read your post and wow, i totally feel you on this one! 😳 it’s like, sometimes everything just piles up and hits like a ton of bricks, right? “everything got better when I realized nothing matters anyway” really resonates; we’ve all been there, thinking it doesn't really matter but deep down we know it does a bit. sounds like you’re juggling a lot and it makes sense you’d feel so drained. venting is like therapy in itself, and trust me, you ain't alone in this. maybe taking a tiny step back can help to recharge those batteries. always good to keep things in perspective and remember you’re tougher than you think 💪 hang in there!

Hey, I've just read your story and I've got to say, I really feel you on this one. It's like when everything feels overwhelming and the noise just doesn't quiet down; sometimes it seems like there’s no way out. 😞 I totally understand that reluctance to reach out for help—I've been there myself. It can feel like everyone around you wouldn't get it or would just run away when they see the real scars. Honestly, it’s a struggle maintaining that facade when everything beneath is a whirlwind. I've found moments where I think nothing matters, just like you described, and those reminders can be both liberating and terrifying; you’re not alone, though it may seem like it. Life always has a way of presenting unexpected turns. Hang in there, and know your feelings are valid. 🤝

Hey, I hear what you're saying, but I kinda see things differently 🤔. I get feeling like everything's just too much and talking about it makes you sick, but sometimes unloading your thoughts can actually be a game changer. I know you said, "Everything got better when I realized nothing matters anyway," but from my own experience, realizing that things actually do matter can lift some of that heavy feeling 👍. I used to think that showing my scars would scare people off, but man, was I wrong. Letting some folks in helped lighten my load more than I expected. It's easy to feel stuck, but don't underestimate how sharing even a bit can help. Just my two cents, though—you're the one who knows best what's going on inside. Hang in there!

Totally get where you're coming from! Honestly, sometimes talking just makes things worse, right? I've felt that way, too. When you said, "I don't want your bad advice," I was like, yes!!! Sometimes you just want space to breathe, and that's cool. It's okay not to be okay. I've been there, dealing with that same chaos;;; knowing I need to change but not doing a damn thing about it. But hey, it doesn’t mean it’ll always be this way. Things can get better even when it feels impossible. Keep doing you!!!