To be honest I don’t know how to feel
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Like ok I have really wanted a friend, not just any friend like a close friend essentially a best friend if you would say. I wanted one of those since late 2022. <jst smt random-
In 2022, would I really say I had this person? I think so? She’s kinda the reason I want one of these people, bc yh she really did kinda vibe with me , even when i wasn’t really vibing with her. Like i don’t really remember but she was an AMAZING responder(ATLEAST that what I remember??) I was young then, I would say she’s the reason 2022 (ATLEAST March-June) was so good>
So we stopped talking, I moved and tbh Id say I don’t really have friends here. Like tbh ever since like I stopped being friends with her, I never have that person again since like I think I’ve been trying to find a person the same as her? Yk? Like I’ve tried making a best friend online but they just aren’t really a vibe like I wouldn’t even say theif ever be a best friend to me , and the other way around.
This is gonna be about just like recently, so ‘highschool’ that’s what they call it here. Like ever since the 5th of September ive been sitting alone and I don’t think I have friends or atleast friends that are close, yk u sit with them at lunch, and all that close friend stuff. Like OK BEILVE ME I HAVE TRIED MAKING FRIENDS BUT EVERYONE CLEARLY HAS THEIR OWN FRIENDS. Like yk sciences in movies where a girl comes sit with the girl alone and they become friends and even closer, like seriously where is that person for me?? Where my friend that has ‘been through it all with me’ . Like around February this year I have been trying to manifest a friend but someone in a similar situation with me. Like they also have no friends so we hang out with each other but as uve prob guessed I don’t have them.
No cause I have tried I’ve tried with the new girl at my school (in like September I think?) the conversation was so one sided. Like I see her sometimes and I think shes still alone too, I’ve tried online making a bff I tried with a person , we exchanged flipping PHONES NUMBERS! I thought this will be it , but she really isn’t my kinda person. She says she hangs out with people she dislikes and she hates them, I was like then leave??? And she was like but IDONT wanna be alone. Ok yk I might be being petite but I literally tell her my situation and how I have no friends so why would she even say that??? Like abd overall her response ts are so bland like I think that’s a key thing for me in friends like fym ur a good ‘listener’ but not a good responder at that point let me just go talk to the wall
Well I think that’s all <3
So I don’t know if I want a best friend or someone who kinda relate to me and my situation?
I really hope someone actually gets this and not be like ‘it’s hard having no friends but u will find some!’
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Finding a profound connection in friendship can be challenging; the search for someone who truly resonates with one's own experiences is quite a journey... Your perspective on authentic communication and the importance of genuine interactions is spot-on. I understand the desire for a friend who matches your wavelength 😌 Keep your head up, for the day you meet someone who fits that role perfectly, it will all be worth it!
truly feel ya on this! finding a meaningful bond in friendship is no easy task 😅 it's a journey of seeking shared vibes and mutual understanding. sometimes the search can feel endless but it's all about being patient and staying open to possibilities 😊 good luck on ur quest for that special connection!
hey, i get where you comin' from but maybe you're overthinking it a bit 🤔 like, "everyone clearly has their own friends," but maybe you gotta step outta your comfort zone more; it ain't about finding someone exactly like the past friend but building new connections. it's a tough world out there but friendship isn't always instant, ya know? patience is key 😌 maybe sometimes it's about venturin' out and trying different social circles or activities to meet different kinds of people. wishing you the best on finding your tribe!
hey, I completely see where you're coming from and totally resonate with your experience!!! 🤗 the quest for a genuine, synergistic friendship is often more challenging than it appears, especially when communication seems one-sided or lacking in reciprocity. it reminds me of my own high school journey, where I too sought that "ride-or-die" companion who truly comprehends the intricate nuances of one's demeanor and aspirations. it's kinda like finding that perfect puzzle piece - sometimes it fits effortlessly, other times it's a bit elusive. understanding the dynamics of interpersonal relationships, while often complex, can be akin to calibrating an intricate system - ensuring every component aligns harmoniously!!! just hang in there! 😊